Skating back to you [Love on ice series]

★ chapter five★

Indigo Evans.

I'm rich for now

Money in my bank account,

No more debts since I paid all of them.

There was money to do all important things only, I opened an account Aurora. Our bank offers kid's account which I'll in control of but saving for Aurora is the best thing to do for her future and all, I sighed looking at my ceiling and sighed.

Aurora is the only reason I'm alive, I do not think I can never survive if anything  bad happens to her because she's the- I stopped myself from thinking anything  negative that can happen to my Aurora.

I open her room door and stood there, I watch her fast asleep in her weird sleep position and her leg out of her blanket. It was memories like this that I live for,the ones of seeing her innocent drooling self
I walk over to her bed and just stare, she has grown up to be the cutest little cloud

"I love you Trouble". I whisper and kiss her cheek, She stir and turns to the other side as I kissed her head before leaving.

I decided to buy Aurora some clothes, her clothes were soon going to be mini skirt and shorts shorts and cropped tops. I thought of surprising her but I couldn't leave her alone, I decided to wait for her since leaving her at home is not the best.

I took my notepad and went to the small dinning,I want to write all her needs and wants in a scale of preference, you would know if you pay attention in economic class and lesson

Need to buy

.) New clothes for Aurora.

.) New underwear for Aurora

.) New shoes for Aurora.

.) Pay our health insurance.

.) Buy fuel

.) Play rent and water bills.

.) Refill Aurora lunch card money.

I didn't have any immediate need than to satisfy Aurora, I drop the notepad as a sigh leaves my lips waiting for her to get up like the house is not this quiet and it's  irks me that the silence is long stretching
"Trouble". I yelled deciding to wake her up and stomping upstairs to her room

"Good morning mommy". She whispers, she rubs her eyes and look at me cutely.
"Did ninjas come to our house? Are we-". She wanted to list the bad things that she has watched in cartoons or movies.

"I woke you up because Mommy was so lonely without-". I frown when she nods her head and lays down on her bed and covers her face with her purple pillow.

"Mommy". She whines

"Aurora".

"We are going out to buy you some new clothes, Go shower and we'll have a girl's  day, Just me and you?". I bribed, the joy on her face makes my offering accepted.

She gets off her bed and we both lay her head together, She loves hitting her big pillows with her hands to fluff them. I go to her wardrobe and look through it, it's organised because I make her clean her closet and also fold her clothes and put it in the wardrobe neatly which I'm proud of since there's some teens whose closet is not as neat as Aurora's closet.

A/n she was referring to me*crying*

Aurora reminds me of me sometimes, I mean she was extremely shy when she's naked and people are around her, I try my best to make her not feel shy around me because I needed a connection with her, I want to hear her first kiss story, I want to hear her first sex story, her first boyfriend and her first everything but I need to have that connection with her.

I have a reason why I was like to her, I was taught by my father that there's like nothing good about my body, taught that my body was meant to hidden and there nothing attractive about my body and I suffer from it and I don't want the same for Aurora because she's so beautiful.

She stands on the stool to reach the sink, she takes her brush and waits for me to squirt some of her fruity burst paste on her brush and she brushes her teeth, I take the brush from her and brush her teeth the second time before she goes to shower and turns on the water.

She turns away from me shyly and she rubs some of her soap on her loofah, I turn her to me and wash her body. She likes it when I wash her body for her.
"Aurora, you know you're really pretty". I said washing off the soap from her.

"You're my Mommy so of course I'll be pretty right Mommy?". She says and she giggles when she goes under the shower.

After her shower, I wrap her in a towel and wrapped her hair in her cotton shirt
I dried her body and put  coconut oil on her body then poked her butt"mommy". She squeals quickly wearing her pant.

"You have a cute butt". I whined then did a pout when she wears her shirt,

"Poop comes from my butt, mommy". She tries to make it sound disgusting but it's not because when you see her little f butt then you won't mind what comes out of the butt.

"I love your bum if it's clean or not". I add, She nods no and wears her leggings  waiting for me to get over my obsession to help her do her hair.

I do her hair and made her toast and egg   i went upstairs to have a shower, I brush my teeth and then entered my shower, I use my silicon brush to wash my body.

"Baby, I need to know". I sing along, I play the beat on my phone and put soap on my body as the music continue to play making the performance more fun.

I wrap myself with a towel. I look at my hair and frown, I like my hair, I really do but I always want to try a things with it but my father said it's against the rule and that he gave me rule that I follow

If I didn't follow them, I'm not supposed to wear colourful clothing or wear any colourful accessories or have crushes or love anyone, I'm supposed leave my hair in braids. I was born according to dad a very high strict christians family and I had to obey it that's why I left Canada and came here.

My mother always supported my dad. She doesn't have a wedding ring because she's not supposed to have one, they did not kiss on their wedding day, I saw the video that he kissed her cheek instead that kissing in public was barbaric and unholy

He  knowing I was pregnant was worse. I was eighteen in college, he kicked me out. I took the money that he threw on my face to get away from his sight. My sister and my older brother tried to beg him but he slapped them on the face for what they said and used his holy water and trust me it's cow urine and water. He sprinkled it on them and cursed me.

I was never allowed to cut my hair and he said it was against our religion. This toxic family traits that my family carried but it not how Christianity works that I came to America, I love the religion that is not his own definition of religion.