Skating back to you [Love on ice series]

Chapter seventy

Indigo Evans

After I have taken my shower and changed into my nightwear, baby no sexy lingerie here. Just dinosaur pants and a white oversized shirt,I snuggle close to him and in no time he buries his face in my tits. Glad you like it there buddy"Star, do you have any videos or pictures of Aurora when she was a baby?". He ask, removing his face from my breast, his eyes on them.

"Glad you asked, I have everything! Birth video, first breastfeeding, first tooth removal and first day going to school, she cried her ass off and everything". I grin talking about Aurora put a fucking smile on my face.

"Can I see them now please, especially the birth one. The fuck I'm talking about? I want to see everything" I excuse myself going to the walk in closet, I take a box filled with memories that me and Aurora made.

He helps me hook the thing to this television, I have them in tapes and on my phone. I put the birth tape in the dvd and snuggled close to him. My favorite memory, bringing Aurora into the world like God blessed me with her and I'm eternally grateful for it

"Trigger warning, there's a lot of blood". I warn, he looks at me, his eyes holding sadness and it makes my heart clench. I hate it when his eyes are sad

"Sorry I wasn't there to wipe the blood away".

"It's o-"

"Sorry I wasn't there to hold your hand while you were bringing our daughter into this world". He adds
Well you be there to hold my hand for our next child

I'm delusional but I want to have another child with him maybe later in life but right now, we are figuring this out and we are doing so good"It's okay, you're here now and that's what's important to me and her"

The video starts and he wraps his hands around me, his perfume tickling my sense, oh God I love how he smells. He lays a kiss on neck before he looks at the television and watched the video of birthing his kid.

"Hey Miss Evans, time to see your baby? Are you ready?". The nice nurse says to me, her blonde hair glistening under the room light, she's so beautiful.

"No". I huff, everything hurts. No amount of tears is going to ease the pain and the epidural is not working like why me?

"Do you want to terminate the child?". The doctor asked, the way I flew up and glared at him? How dare he? It was the pain taking, I want to have this child more than anything.

"Talking about term-ah". I pause when a contraction hits me hard"Talk about terminating my child again and I will fuck your face up punk". I curse, I'm not in the mood, my body is not in the mood.

August chuckled kissing my neck again, he tensed up when the doctor asked about terminating the kid but his body relaxes, I can't even imagine aborting her.

"Take it easy, now you're 4cm diluted. Time for her to meet her mommy". The nurse says, I take a deep breath preparing myself .

"Push". She says, I clench to the bedsheet as I push with my night, my face turning red as I push, I sob trying to regain some strength. I don't want a c- section, I can't afford a c-section along with my pending medical bills that I haven't paid!