Beside You, Yoongi FF

14.

(Some mature content ahead, you may scroll away from that part if needed)

Eunjin POV

"Eunjin! You came!" Soobin smiled eagerly then zooms to the backroom. He comes back with a brunette boy smaller than him.

"Hi, I'm Beomgyu, nice to meet you.. uh?"

I smile, "Eunjin, Eun whichever suits you."

He just smiles brightly, "Eunjin." He turns to his friend whispering in his ear although not realizing he was loud, "Why did you want me to meet her?"

Soobin gives him a distasteful look, "Because she's Joshua's friend, and is like an older sister to me." Beomgyu just gives an 'ohh' "I told you this earlier too."

Then they started bickering. As I just stand still with a straight face not knowing what to do. These guys are really friends?

"Boys!" Josh yells at the to get their attention. They stand straight like soldiers. "You guys need to take her order. I know that there is no one in the cafe but be professional."

"I'm sorry," Soobin bows, "The usual?"

I giggle, "Yes please." I walk away. In the corner of my eye is see the taller one showing the shorter one the wraps, following like a little puppy. Then Beomgyu elbowing Soobin from them fighting earlier. How cute.

-

"I'm home!" I yell glancing at the clock. 8pm. Today's photoshoot went longer than usual. I take off my shoes exhausted.

"Hey," I see Sungho come over to kiss my cheek. I get shivers.

"Hey, is there food?" I ask putting my bag down. And going to the bathroom to wipe off my makeup.

He leans his shoulder on the doorway watching me, "No there isn't, I was waiting for you if you could make dinner."

"Ok, well I'm exhausted can you call take out tonight? Chinese food would be great but if you want something else that's fine." I get to my earrings next.

I hear an annoyed sigh from him, "Fine." He leaves, mumbling to himself and rolling his eyes. Ok?

We were eating in silence. Why do I feel awkward? Like we are complete strangers. I should say something.

"Wanna go out to the beach this weekend?" I ask. He looks up from his food. "It's supposed to be sunny and we haven't had time to go out since our engagement."

"Eh.." He shrugs looking back at his food.

"Ok? Are you busy or have sometime off?" I question to get something out of him.

"Sure, whatever you want to do, honey." He just says nonchalantly. I frown, I want him to be happy too.

From then on it was quiet.

(Trigger Warning, scroll if you need to)

We lay in bed, I stare at the ceiling. I feel him shifting then coming to my neck planting kisses on it. I knew where this would lead to, and I wasn't up for it.

Then his hand rose up my shirt. I held his wrist for a minute to stop him. Trying to create words to say something.

"Yeah?" He asks still continuing to kiss my neck, now on top of me.

"No-Not tonight." I hesitantly said. He looks up at me, even though it's dark, I can still sense disappointment. I hate it.

"Come on, just this once. For me?" Then goes back doing his thing to convince me.

"I-I." I try to get my word out to say no. I really want to sleep.

"Just a little bit. It'll be no fun if you say no. Be a good fiance this once." He says now one hand on my ass and another on my breast still having my hand on his wrist.

Just for him then. Just this once. It's fine. I'll be fine. It'll bring connection from our shitty days. Why do I still feel uneasy?

I gulp. I shakely let go of his wrist letting him know to go further. Not stopping him.

"Thank you. I love you babe." His lips connect to mine as I let him do whatever he wants tonight.

"Love you too." I say closing my eyes as one tear left them.

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(End of Part)

I wake up to my alarm clock blaring in my ears. I look to my left seeing him shirtless, sleeping peacefully. I sigh. Pushing my naked body off the bed.

"Fuck." I whisper feeling sore from my hips below. Yeah, 'a little bit' my ass. I lock the bathroom door, not up for morning sex.

I wash my face finally facing my reflection. I see the trail of hickeys from my collarbone to my boob. Thanks a lot, Sungho.

I linger a moment longer at my reflection. You said yes Eunjin. I stare down at the sink, tears just pouring out, dripping down to the drain. I should have been more strict with my No.

I suck it up. I consented. It is what it is. I swallow my saliva, going to go shower. I thank heaven I put up my outfit yesterday on the door. I will probably change the shirt.

I exit the shower to the bedroom seeing Sungho not there. He left already? I sigh filing through my closet to find a different shirt.

Soon I end up in the kitchen with a note on the fridge.

'Sorry, I had to leave early. See you later. Thanks for last night. Love you. <3'

At least he left a note.

-

I drive to the photoshoot on time.

"Hey, Eunjin, we are a bit short staffed today so I need you to work harder than usual please." My boss says then leaving.

"Don't worry he said that to all of us." Minghao comes behind me.

"Thank goodness." We go help make the set.

"Eunjin can you put the lights there? And Minghao place the flowers on the stand."

We do our thing.

"Thank you!" The artist says as we wrap up. Thankfully it was very quick but that was only day one anyways.

"Eunjin can you go to this next photoshoot? After your hour lunch break? They need some help." He hands me the address.

"Yeah no problem." He smiles exiting.

"Well I'm done for the day, bye Eunjin see you I think tomorrow?" I see the 8 grab his bag from the locker.

"Bye!" I wave finally making my leave.

An hour I arrive at the address.

"Hi, are you from Pixel Photoshoots? Your boss sent you?" A women asks. I nod following her through the building.

"You can put your stuff here. And chill out we are just waiting for our client." I smile.

I was too busy with some short handed tasks the Lead Photographer gave me that I didn't even notice the client walk in and start.

As I was grabbing something from the supply bag. I felt a tap on my shoulder.

I turn to see.

"Yoongi?!"

-._.-

I hated writing that sexual scene.

Women+Men never feel obligated to give you body for your partner. If you don't want then you don't want it. If they try to convince you it's manipulation.

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