Beside You, Yoongi FF

34.

Eunjin POV

"How long are we going to stand here watching the Han River sunset?" I ask my now slightly complicated is soon to be partner.

His black eyes don't look at me but I could see a smile on his face, "It's too peaceful to move especially if I'm standing next to you." Now he turns his head to me then looks down to connect our hands. God, my heart jumps closer and closer to the moon.

"How do you feel about the wedding? I'm sorry I haven't asked this question." I forgot that after that morning we only once more to finalize the plan in place. It was only this early evening that we decided to meet before we saw each other at the wedding.

"Stressed but I'm still standing, you know? I've already moved on and am ready for the next chapter..." I tighten my hand in Yoongi's, "...with someone who I can grow and possibly be more with."

His body turns to me, I look into my future partner's eyes, as he kisses my hand, "I feel the same way, if anything I want the wedding to be over already."

"Almost there, Yoongs, almost." I think about our conversation from last week.

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"What now?" I gulp my heart beating a thousand times per second. I was too shy to make eye contact with Yoongi but from a peripheral view he was staring straight at me.

"Eunjin, I am going to be honest but I have waited for this for a while." He was also blushing but I didn't recognize it because what that sentence contained intrigued me more.

I turn to face him in shock, "What do you mean by a whil-"

Suddenly.. Holy shit. My heart bursts, exploding in surprise but also happiness.

His lips gently connect with mine.

I stare into his dark eyes in shock. It was so short but enough to feel the way Yoongi was trembling. It felt as if he was hesitant but in reality I don't think he was if anything it was excitement. Unfortunately he pulled his head back almost instantly.

This was that feeling again, going on cloud nine, with no worries, no anxiety, just the thought of them and wanting to be with them. Min Yoongi took over my whole mind for months leading up to this moment. It was so worth it. I really meant it when my heart bursted. Each moment with him gained another butterfly, the small kiss let the cage out as they all roam around me, floating me higher. As I floated I relaxed into a state of calm and delight.

"No, not yet," I pull his collar to connect his lips once more savoring the plush of his lips and the way it made me feel.

We sink into the feeling, Yoongi wraps his arms around my waist to pull me in closer, with his back to the headboard. I wrap my legs around his waist and he does the same as we continued to kiss effortlessly till we lost our breath.

We pull back connecting our foreheads together while smiling ridiculously. Then we laugh, I see his rare gummy smile. This possible love feeling never felt so great.

"Thank you for this," His voice fills the void, "Now that we established something can I talk about us a little more in detail?" His pale hands hold my face to make eye contact with him.

"Of course what's on your mind?"

"You, you these last months." He just laughs his thoughts off, "I guess I have somewhat have fallen for you but you definitely caught me. I never felt this way in a while. Eunjin honey, my last relationship ended so badly but you made me believe in something better. So I just want to take it slow for now."

"I understand, and honestly I want some more time settling my feelings for that traitor. It still burns and I want for us to be in the right headspace before we head in the deep end. I really like you a lot Yoongs I really can see this going somewhere. Can you be a bit more patient?" I take his hands off my face to just hold them.

"I'll wait if it means getting you in the end. I hope you know after the wedding I'll probably be beside you a lot." He chuckles not making eye contact with me.

"Yoongi, can I suggest something?" I say in a serious tone. I wanted to wait for when the wedding was over to advance us but since it came so early I needed some time.

"I just think we need some space," His eyebrows furrowed in confusion but waited till I was done, "I don't mean that in a bad way. I just want us to take the time to think about us, individually how we feel and where do we want to go about this. I want to talk about it more after the wedding but I want our focus to be there before we decide to be selfish again. I think it can help also desire each other since we've been texting almost everyday. What do you think?"

"After the wedding?" I nod nervous of his answer, "I understand where you are coming from. I am totally ok with it and you are right it will help me get my thoughts in order. Plus I just told you I'd wait for you. Just can we meet before the wedding on a more professional basis?"

"Of course." His gummy smile again comes up and instead of kissing my lips, he kisses my forehead. I close my eyes embracing the moment. I didn't want the time to end.

Yoongi pulls us back to reality with a more straight statement, "Alright get up now we got work." He takes the opportunity to lift me off his lap to get up.

I frown when he gets up, he rolls his eyes before kissing my cheek and mumbling, "Cute."

Without question he made us breakfast. He also helped me get ready to leave for that hell of a place. One more week.

"After the wedding?" He said hugging me tight since I was about to leave.

"After the wedding, Yoongi." I bury my face in his chest. Seven more days.

Till we could figure it out.

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We kept our contact at a minimum for the past week. It helped a lot because I realized how much I missed him. How much I wanted him in my life. I truly could see myself with him. It made the future so much better to look forward too.

"Once I get you I am not letting you go, Kang Eunjin." We stare at the sun slowly going down.

"I hope you live up to that." I smile.

We stare in the distance, holding hands to the next step.

The dreaded wedding.

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I hope you understand why I wanted them apart for the last week. Co-dependence is real and I wanted them to spend time apart to really think and absorb it all.

Also I hope you know I won't say 'love' till they know they are there. Save the words, 'I love you' to the person that you are in a long term relationship with instead of throwing it. It makes the feeling personal and meaningful.

Wedding NEXT!

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