Beside You, Yoongi FF

29.

Eunjin POV

Ugh, why did I decide to get drunk again...? Whose place is this? I blink at the unfamiliar room.

I swear in my head, Yoongi, right? I guess this is his place. I see my shirt is changed but otherwise everything is untouched.

I see my phone on the charger, I honestly didn't want to see what my future ex had to say so I didn't touch it and headed out to wherever.

"Yoongi?" I repeat a couple times to see if he was here, in the meantime I analyzed and observed his place. It was neat had more dark accents, seems like a normal place.

"In the kitchen, Eunjin," I hear him down the hallway.

"Hey, good morning." I see his mint green hair, I yawn sitting at the dining table on the right of the kitchen.

"How are you feeling?" Yoongi's black eyes meet mine for a second before going back to whatever he was cooking.

"Minor headache but not bad surprisingly." He nods not saying anything more, "Nice place you have, it seems very you."

"Thank you, being messy isn't my thing honestly, I have a coworker whose like that." His eyes roam around his place.

"Who is?"

"Namjoon, another wedding planner, kinda known for being a bachelor to be honest." Yoongi shakes his head thinking about it, "Anyways, here you go eat up."

I glance at the simple eggs and toast, "I'm not the best chef but good enough for it not to taste terrible."

I eat, "No, it's good, I appreciate it." I smile briefly, his thin lips lift up as well. I guess he likes compliments.

I wanted to thank him for taking care of me, must have been a hassle. For some reason I was blushing at the thought of saying so.

"Thanks.." I mumble unfortunately he catches it and lifts his head to face me.

"What?" Yoongi's cat looking eyes widen a bit to understand what I said, now I had no choice but to say it.

"Thanks for taking care of me, I didn't mean to bother you."

He gives just a small smile, "Don't mention it," He scratches his head.

"What is it?" I ask.

The man open his mouth to say something than closes it and sighs, "I have this weird feeling to care for you."

I tilt my head in curiosity, eh?

"Yeah, I don't know either." He chuckles deeply.

It felt like he wanted to say more but couldn't so should I say it? I don't know how he feels though, or if my thoughts are completely different than his? What if? What if he doesn't li-

I interrupt my thoughts before I go on a continuous loop.

"Sorry, I don't get it."

"Don't worry, I don't even understand myself sometimes too." He rubs his face before standing up to wash his dish.

I stare at Yoongi longer than usual. Then I unconsciously smile at my empty plate. I miss this, being taken cared of, feeling calm but also happy. I glance at the mint hair man with longing?

My heart leaps at the thought of being with Yoongi more, yet with him (Sungho) it wasn't the same anymore. I hated him, despised what he did, all those feeling have been dissipating.

Slowly my thoughts were consumed by Yoongi, as I was trying to accept that, I felt conflicted because what if I was moving on too fast? Was it wrong to like my wedding planner? But it felt more than that, friends.

I tug on his shirt over me, maybe, maybe, for me, to me Min Yoongi was becoming more than a friend in my eyes.

I didn't mind that thought.

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"Where were you?" I ignore the asshole, "You couldn't text me that you stayed at Jennie's?"

"Sorry I was drunk." I spit at the trash bag.

"What's with the attitude? We are getting married in a couple months, would it kill you to be nicer?" He sasses back.

I sigh biting my tongue, just a couple more months, Eunjin, "Sure."

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Yoongi POV

I drop Eunjin off of her apartment. I sigh slamming my forehead on the steering wheel, 'I have this weird feeling of caring for you?' what was that?

I need to be better at expressing my feelings. I shut everyone out after my first marriage, I had some trust issues, yet Eunjin was breaking those insecurities and I started to do things I don't normally do.

Maybe it's because I knew how shitty her fiance was treating her. It hurt me to know how bad it was going for her.

I was really growing a soft spot for her, wasn't I?

"Babe? I'm home." I sigh, walking into the house with silence. "Hey, are you home?" That's weird she should be back by now?

I walk around the house, to know she wasn't anywhere until it came to the our bedroom. Everything was taken from her side, even some of my expensive things were taken. My heart was tearing to pieces, what happened?

I run around the house at that point until I settle on a piece of paper on the dining room table.

Her goodbye letter that only consisted of three pathetic sentences. No answers.

Sobbing I take out the ultrasound from my wallet.

What did I do wrong?

I sigh thinking back to that day, we can't help who we like or love, and I was doing that now, I held myself back because of my failure as a husband. I was scared. Scared of being left alone again.

Yet, these emotions when I am with Eunjin kept creeping up on me, it was hard to shove down. Every interaction with her made me desire her more in my life. I want her.

If the world is giving me a second chance, I can't waste it.

Not again.

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Finally admitting to some feelings huh?
A bit of a boring chapter though. Sorry.
;)

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