Beside You, Yoongi FF

20.

Eunjin POV

"Are you sure?" "Are you sure?" "Are you sure?" "Are you sure?"

"Are you sure you want to marry this man?" I was having lunch with my step sibling Taeyeon. Her sentence snapped my out of my trance. Ever since my argument with Sungho, Joshua told my other best friends and the question above was circling my head like a dizzy animation.

Everytime I encountered them this week they kept asking me the same question, are you sure? I kept thinking, I was getting married in 10 weeks, 3 and a half months. Yes I was having some back and forth thoughts yet, I just felt it wasn't a good enough reason to end the relationship.

It was rocky but tolerable. Sometimes he would get me things to make up for it. Which was fine. I'm fine. We are fine.

I just don't know what I'd do without him. I'm scared to let go.

"Yeah, I'm sure." It was the least confident answer I have given yet. She raises her eyebrow, in suspicion.

My older sister takes a bite of her food, she was silent, and that told me she did not believe me.

"I know that-"

She interrupts me, "Know what? After every argument you've told me, you defend him immediately afterwards." My beautiful sister shakes her head, "That's a red flag, I hope you'll see it eventually."

I bite my lip pondering over what she said, I didn't even realize I did this. Everyone has told me that I should cut it off. Yet, why don't I agree with them?

"I'll tell you this, Eunnie," Taeyeon suddenly continues, "Maybe you don't see it now but one day you will, once you fall we'll be here to catch you."

I just nod to her words trying to take it in but a part of me tries to push it out.

"Why do you have such good relationship advice but only had one relationship that lasted only half a year?" Her eyes widen shocked by my question, choking on her food for a moment.

I give her some water and she responds, "I had the same question and honestly I don't know."

We both laugh switching topics.

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"So who will help you pick your wedding dress?" Taeyeon excitedly claps as we finished our food.

"You, Wheein and Taerin, your mom of course." I grin clapping with her, "Which reminds you are you available in two weeks? Yoongi said it needs to be done by then."

"Yes, I'll ask for the day off. And who's Yoongi?" It didn't occur to me that people didn't know my wedding planner. I thought I mentioned him.

"My wedding planner and absolute saint sent by god." I smile thinking about how messy it would have been without him. I could see her eyebrows furrowed checking my reaction.

"What?" I ask her, all she gives me was a shrug.

"Nothing," She takes a second, "Is he nice?"

"Of course, we've even went out for coffee and lunch before." She just frown bobbing her head up and down. What's up with her?

"Interesting." This women says pulling out the ing a bit more than needed. I start to nod with her.

Soon we say our goodbyes.

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I was back in Yoongi's office as per usual, this was the next day after my talk with Taeyeon. Usually I could move on from a conversation about Sungho and I although this time I catch myself spacing out a lot more.

"Miss Kang!" My wedding planner speaks a little louder so he had my attention. I blink to face him.

I shake my head as if my thoughts would float away, "I'm sorry what were we talking about?"

"Finishing the date, guest list and appointment for wedding dress fitting?" Yoongi leans forward, questioning my own thinking.

My light bulb goes off, "Oh yes, date is in April, guest list is completed, and I confirmed with my family it will be in two weeks."

I hear him sigh and he scratches his head before closing the laptop. His mint hair bounces when he puts his elbows on the desk then interlocking his fingers to lay his chin down on them. Why was that so-

"What's going on Miss Kang? You've been out of it for.." pulling his sleeve to check the time, "30 minutes, ever since you came here. Spare some words for me?" I stay quiet for a second. He's my wedding planner not my relationship therapist.

But if he's offering it's alright to confide for a bit right? What if I decide not to do this? Wait what? What am I thinking? I'm not going to change this. Am I?

"Hello is there anyone there?" I didn't even realize Yoongi pulled his swivel chair to face me, "Jasmine tea?" He stands to make something at his drink bar.

"Wouldn't you ask Ms Kim to do it?" I wonder his shoulders shrug before he gives his answer.

"Yes, technically although I suddenly realized I have a various taste for different drinks during work hours. So to prevent stopping Ms Kim from working all the time why not have some in my own office, plus I think it helps with clients like yourself." He lays the tea on the coffee table.

"That doesn't get you off the hook, what's wrong? I know I'm just a wedding planner. But I would like to think we are friends as well."

I vigorously rub my face in stress not happy with my indecisiveness, "I don't know, Yoongi, would you call me on a first name basis if we were just talking like this?"

"If that's what you would like?" I nod, sometimes I'm not used to the formalities, "Ok, Eunjin, may you tell me what's troubling you?" My name rolling so smoothly off his voice. It gave me shivers honestly.

I sigh, without another thought I told him I mean...

What's the worst that will happen?

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Lol took 20 chpts to get past formal names but at the same time this is a professional friendly relationship hehe

It's the slow burn :)

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