Beside You, Yoongi FF

22.

Eunjin POV

"So today we..." I was drowned out as Sungho and I were grabbing dinner. It felt like a normal conversation but I couldn't pay attention when other conversations from others overlapped Sungho's.

"That's great, Sungho." I fake smile. He leaned back on his chair crossing his arms. I gulp my saliva when he started to death glare at me.

"What's the point in me talking when you're not listening?" I stay quiet, "Wow, I'm just trying to talk about my day yet you're ruining my mood." This again.

I drown again when he starts to ramble about me being incapable, then he switches back to his day. I'm tired.

I somewhat stare at him as he drives back to our apartment. What am I doing?

"What?" He catches me staring, I turn away. Now the window seems nice. I shake my head.

"Nothing," He shrugs not caring to delve deeper. Why haven't you asked me about my day?

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"Oh my god!" I twirl around in my first dress of the day. The girls squeal over the white dress.

"It's only the first one, why are you guys freaking out?" I chuckle as I stand on the altar to completely showcase the dress in the large body mirror.

"Because you look stunning."

"The wedding is actually coming up."

"My girl is grown up."

All my family said at the same time. It just sounded like a bunch of jumble but I was thrilled to do this with them.

I tried various types of wedding dresses. From mermaid to ball gown. As I was trying it all on, there was still a part of me that was still not there.

I hear someone sniffle behind me. I turn to see my Step Mom, Taerin, attempting to pat her tears with her finger but a couple slip away. Where Taeyeon uses a tissue.

"No, you'll make me cry." I start to tear up by the sight of my step family, Wheein even looks up to prevent any drops of happiness.

"Not by blood but by heart I am proud of you and your mother would think the same." She steps up to the altar to pat my shoulders.

I am still debating whether to marry him or not but I wouldn't tell her yet. I smile and try on a couple more dresses before finding the right one.

I smile, listening to their words, once my step mom moves away I look at my wedding planner who was here helping with the budget. Also some family members were wanting to know who I was helping me out. Or in this case helping 'us' out, since they don't know about Sungho.

I give him a glance which wondered his thinking of the first dress. His lips lightly perk up with a confirming nod. My smile widens a bit more before turning back to the mirror.

A couple dresses go by but it isn't what I want, I sigh frustrated when I go back to try on more. I didn't realize Yoongi, noticed my frustration. I go back to the dressing room where I heard his comforting voice, "Eunjin, how are we doing? You ok?"

I decide to tell him the truth, I feel he would read me easily anyways, "I don't know, none have struck me hard yet, maybe I should try a different style or something."

There was a moment of silence, I call out his name after a minute before he speaks again, "Do you want me to come in and help you?"

This catches me off guard, I don't know how to respond to that, honestly. I was dressed fine, weirdly my heart says that wouldn't be a problem but I don't know? So I come up with my best response I could come up with.

"Help with what?"

I hear a light tapping noise, I see through under the curtain he was bouncing his foot on the floor. He was nervous, "Maybe I can recommend some dresses or we can scroll through some dresses on my Ipad?"

Yeah, ok, that's what I thought, "Sure, don't worry I'm dressed."

I see his glasses and mint hair peek from the curtain to make sure I was ok. I give a reassuring nod and open it completely for him. He walks in and I don't close the curtain. He sits on the bench and I sit next to him and he goes on an app I have never seen before.

For a couple minutes, we scroll, "Alright let me talk to the staff to find something for you, I don't want you to stress. So stop stressing." Wide eyed, he stares in my soul which gets a laugh out of me.

Satisfied I see him leave and I felt the slight disappointment when his presence wasn't next to me. I sigh trying to shake off the feeling, you're marrying Sungho.

I light up when I see three dresses on his back, "Why are wedding dresses this heavy again?"

"I thought you do this all the time?" I ask when he hooks them on the doorway.

"Of course I do, usually it's the soon to be husband doing it, if they decide to not do a first look or anything."

I frown, "I mean," Yoongi scratches his head after he realized what he said, "I am happy to do it for you."

Only a small smile comes up as I stare at the hardwood floor, "Thank you."

"Don't mention it, it is my job, Miss Kang." He gently touch my shoulder to make me look up to him. Then he goes back to the three dresses him and the staff found. Explaining each one.

I showed off the first two, but I had some icks about it. And my family didn't like some parts either. Until it was Yoongi's choice which wasn't my choice of dress but I found really pretty. Just didn't believe in myself I could pull it off.

I hear him zip up my back and with the help of this young women named Yunjin. They clip the back and put on the veil. I turn to look in the mirror.

Yeah, this was the one.

"Do you like it, Eunjin?" I nod about to cry, "Come on let's show how good you look."

I wanted his validation, "So you like it?" He chuckles looking down walking in front of me.

Before I walk out he answers turning to face me, "The dress looks even more gorgeous with you wearing it."

I didn't realize the tear coming down, I feel his soft thumb at the edge of my eye. I mumble another thanks I didn't even realize he was staring at me before we connect eyes a bit longer than needed.

I step back, and we enter an awkward atmosphere. I glance to see him shake his head. I wonder what he's thinking.

"Shall we?" I take his hand that was offered to me.

"We shall." I grin with a smile that showed my teeth.

Finally found the right one.

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The last sentence meant dress not him hehe

I realized I should pick up the pace, oops

The wedding dress is up to your own interpretation, pick whatever dream wedding dress you want you/character to have.

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