Beside You, Yoongi FF

16.

Eunjin POV

"Come on now babe, I thought you loved me?" Sungho reached out to hold me, for the first time I flinched.

"Jeez, I'm not that bad." He laughed it off. I just stayed quiet. I don't know how to feel about him. I love him I do. But...

Is this the person I want to spend the rest of my life with?

Snap.

"Miss Kang?" I see the man that I seem to look forward to every two weeks. His face somewhat in front of my face snapping me out of my daydreams.

"Sorry," I shake my head, "We here?"

It was my next appointment, we were almost done with the venues, down to last one. Yoongi's favorite. I was so excited.

"Yes," I see his hand out for me, I gladly take it. My eyes lift up. For now all I could see was the cherry blossoms that lined the driveway.

Then holy shit.

Going past the trees it opens to the sky and the botanical garden was shaped like a cathedral, the sun glittering the windows. With endless amounts of plants and shrubbery around. You could truly take a picture anywhere.

Yoongi opens the door for me. I was surprised by the space it seemed smaller on the outside. The walkway was concrete and the seats on grass. The end a gazebo littered with vines and small viola flowers. I didn't even notice that the every other side glass was abstract tinted colored windows. The sun's glare decorating the area like a disco.

"Why? Why is this place unpopular?" I turn to him my eyes practically sparkling.

"Too far from civilization, it was expensive, too simple, and the vendor area is a bit of a walk from here." Yoongi shrugs. "I love it though. It's perfect. I guess people don't see it like I do."

I see a smile that shows his gummy teeth. I walk around a bit more taking it in. I flash the images of the other venues. Nothing was compared to this one. It had everything I wanted. This was the dream I wanted ever since I was certain about Sungho.

I frown. Sungho, what happened?

"Let's do it." I say my back facing him. I look up to the sky. I hear Yoongi's voice behind me.

"Miss Kang? We have other options, wouldn't you want to think about this more?" I mean yes. He is right. I glance around imagining my marriage. I smile. The images with him and I. I smile sadly. I wonder why it felt more sad than happiness.

"You are right but for some reason I can't imagine being married anywhere but here. I guess it kinda took my breath away." I tear up, finally turning to him. His face turns into concern.

"Don't cry Miss Kang!" I see his panic. Couple tears drop from my eyes. I didn't even see that he came closer to me. Blurry eyes I see two arms inviting me.

"Would you like a hug?" Tears clouding my eyes I still nod. I felt his hands delicately holding me, one on my lower back and on my head. I slowly relax in his chest. This is nice. But is it wrong?

I calm down and his warmth escapes me, "Alright, I think we are done today, what do you think?"

Still not talking I nod. Then his hand comes up to my face, "Let's get you home then." I just stay silent as he wipes my stuffy nose with a cloth from his blazer.

-

"Thank you." I say as we arrive back to his office. We take a seat to do the usual final review. Before I leave.

"Of course." He smiles before proceeding, "We will finish finalizing the date next appointment. And start on the wedding registry. This is where it becomes busy so we'll need all the help we can get. Understand, Miss Kang?"

"Sounds good, Yoongi."

"Till next time." He escorts me out.

-

"I'm so excited!" After postponing a couple times, Jennie, Jimin, Wheein and I decide to head out to the mall and grab dinner afterwards. I brought Wheein because Jennie. I mean she's sweet but can become too much sometimes.

Wheein and Jennie were caught up in a conversation so Jimin asked me how things were going.

"It's been going great. Finished the wedding venue. We went on a date last weekend." It felt very one sided mind you, "And work is work."

He smiles, "I am glad things feel better for you. I'm really looking forward to the wedding."

"Thanks Jimin, I appreciate it." We started to talk about more brighter things.

"Hey Eunjin will you pick out our outfits?" Jennie asks as we arrive in a dress store.

"Yes I will. Yoongi and I will be working on it soon probably all of that stuff will come in 2 months. It'll be a while."

Jennie's attention turned to me curiously, "It's like Sungho isn't even involved."

I scratch my head embarrassed, "His family is helping out." I try to defend. Honestly I don't know why I am.

"Family? What about him?" She turns back to the clothes on the hangers. Wheein and Jimin in another part of the store.

I sigh there's no point. "He doesn't do shit, Jennie. Excuse of paying for it so he doesn't have to help. It's just Yoongi and I doing it all."

"You're kidding. Are you sure you want to marry a man like that?" We are now walking around her attention all on me after this new news.

"Definitely been questioning it all," I think for a moment, "I love him, he's done so much for me especially with my anxiety about my mom. You know already."

"I know, but people can change. And a big change like marriage can really show who someone really is. When it comes to the final decision I hope you make the right choice." I stay silent listening to her words. He has been different ever since he proposed.

"Come on, let's find the others you don't deserve to think about this now." She take my hand, then using her other one to call Jimin and Wheein.

I smile following her.

-

After an eventful day I arrive at my front door. I gulp opening it, "I'm home!"

"Hey, honey I made dinner and got you a present!" I hear as I take off my shoes.

"Really?" This is unexpected. Maybe things are changing?

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My boys are leaving, lol when you're kinda a EXO and Got7 fan this isn't as bad for me.

Meeppppp
During the don't cry part I just think of Yoongi saying, "HAJIMA!!" lol

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