its the 30th of march and i was not a fresh bean, so after my german test i went home and took a nice hot relaxing bath <3 it was amazing
anyhow, i just melted today, and just kinda cried, bc i got one of the greatest compliments of all time from lizo! they dm'ed me 'heya hun' and i said hi, and they said if we could talk abt something, and i, who is growing up with very strict parents, was kinda scared i did something wrong tbh ^^" but no, it was actually so nice and kind
they were typing for 5 minutes, and i waited at the edge of my seat, and the she sent me this:*'So I've been chatting with the rest of my team and we've decided to change helpers into being trusted members of the community as I know how scary it can be for community members to need to reach out to a mod or admin or even the server owner as we can seem scary. So this way we have trusted members of the community being helpers that community members will feel comfortable going to if they have a problem and if helpers can't help they can bring it to me or the rest of the team (admins/mods) to help sort out.
I'm telling you all this as I've considered you for the role of one of my helpers as not only have you been an absolute wonderful member of my community, you've become someone I trust in the community and you've been so welcoming to all others who join also
So if your okay with it, I'd love for you to become a a part of my helper team'*
these are her actual words, and i emmidiatly started crying, like, ive never had anyone say that to me, and now i know, that after 10 years of having no friends at school or thinking ppl were my friends when they were not if finally found my best friends, and i wouldnt want to change them for the world <3 i cried for like an hour, and made a love emote for them <3 i love my friends and the community so much, and if they ever all read this: i love you guys, and i always will, even if i might die along the way
i want to end this chapter on that note. have a great day/ night, and if you need it: everything will get better, i promise,
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