wattpad... you are killing me from the inside
ok, so i just discovered the two last days deleted, and im maaadddd
anyhoowwww :,) i basicly told you guys how i have schoolcamp tomorrow, and how i really am not looking foreward to it. i do have a shit load of candy though, so that makes it a bit better. also, i can finally decide my own bedtime (but only for the duration of camp tho) and keep my phone next to me when i sleep (also only for the camp time). buuuutttt that does mean im up late, talking to mike :3 so camp days are gonna suck, but at night ill just grab some candy and talk! so atleast a little bit of fun.
today (5th of june 2023) i saw my friends in a class lower for the last time in a week, and ofc i hugged em. im gonna miss them, and i hate that they arent coming with on camp. what also sucks: the campground, is called a 'jeugdcamping' ( which basicly means a campground where alot of people in their 20' come to fuck (i know this, because they literally sell condoms). ah yes, i am gonna have so much fun. also, it is in the middle of fucking nowhere, AND there are a lot of horny boys in my and other classes. oh, and teachers. just teachers.
on the other hand: some good news! today the first act of te new album from rare americans dropped! (defo go listen to it, from the bits that i heard its gonna be amazing)
and back to the sad side: i am starting to feel lonely. let me explain: you read how i broke up with my (towards the end) quite controlling boyfriend a couple of months ago, and since then, ive been starting to feel some sort of emptiness. like, i want someone to hug or cuddle with for some time while watching a movie or something- weirdly specific, i know, but i just miss the love i got in the beginning of the relationship. i have found a (kinda sad, i will admit) solution to this tho, as i have plushies, a bed, and alot of loneliness, so im perfectly fine hugging my plushie. ig-
anyhooowwwww that has been my day, and i do hope this reaches the public, because i have had it with wattpad :<
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