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I dropped Trina off before making it home. Once i got inside i sat on the couch staring at nothing in particular not even feeling like locking my door. My feelings were genuinely hurt by what he just said to me.
I couldn't do anything but cry just by thinking about it and the words he said replaying in my head. Especially when we just poured our hearts out to each other 4 days ago.
I don't even know if what he said was real or not. How could you love someone and do something like that. And on top of that im even more mad at the fact that he has three babies on the way. I'm not actually mad, because it happened before me ....but i've always told myself that I wouldn't put myself in a situation where i'm with someone who has a babymama, if anything i would wanna be the first to have their child.
I feel so dumb for falling for him and believing that he changed for me. I can't be that important to him if he went against what he told me. What's wrong with me? Am i not enough for someone to just love unconditionally without a third party intervening?
All the flowers he bought me, the sweet notes behind it, the gifts, everything he expressed to me. Maybe it was all a lie.
Next thing you know my sadness turned into anger as I continued to cry. I got up throwing and breaking every flower vase I had with the flowers he gave me just crying. I just continued to cry and cry feeling lightheaded but that didn't stop me from breaking the glass vases.
"SERAYAH STOP." I heard a familiar voice fade as i felt my balance get weak and before I could hit the ground Mykel caught me but now we were both on the ground cause I couldn't find it in me to stand up.
"Chill, chill, chill." He held me while i cried. My back was against his chest as I was in between his legs. He didn't even question why i was crying he just held me. And I didn't even question why he was here but i was glad.
"You bleeding." He said grabbing my hand. My adrenaline was so high that I couldn't feel it.
"No." I said realizing he was finna get up.
"Tell what you wanna do Aubrie." He said lowly.
"I just wanna lay here." I sniffed.
"Look at yo' hand." He huffed and took off his white tee tending to the cut on my hand from the glass and when we both took our attention off my hand we made eye contact.
"You too pretty to be crying, what you crying for." He said lowly wiping the tears off my face and I looked away feeling embarrassed.
Realizing that I didn't wanna talk about it, he picked me up and laid me on the couch before walking away. I was curious of what he was doing because I didn't want him to leave. I raised up seeing him picking up the flowers from the mess i made.
"Kel I got it, you don't have to clean up a mess i made." I said but he ignored me.
"Lay back down Aubrie it's coo i got you." He assured and i sighed.
