"Please stop crying." I looked at Satori as I held her. Kel had left out to answer a phone call and she had been crying every since. She wouldn't take the bottle, pacifier, and she doesn't need to be changed so i don't know why she's crying like that at me.
"Omg what's wrong." I dragged cause she was still crying, at this point i wanted to cry too.
I huffed turning the tv off so i can think about how to get her to stop crying. I wanted to see if singing would calm her down but my songs aren't songs you sing to a baby so i just made something up.
"Hush little baby don't you cry, mama's gonna love you all your life, and if you ever need a friend, mama's right here til' the very end." I sung softly and her crying started to die down a little.
"And if you're feeling down or weak, mama's gonna give you all the strength you need." I continued and she stopped crying as she poked her lip out and blinked at me.
"There's nothing in this world that I wouldn't do....for my little baby, cause i love you." I smiled cause she stopped crying but then i ended up silently crying cause i thought she wasn't gonna stop crying.
"We a mess." I chuckled wiping my tears and I could've sworn she smiled a little then Kel came back in the room and with his facial expression i could tell it wasn't a good phone call.
"Everything Okay?" I asked.
"They want me to go back to California." He said.
"For what?" I asked.
"Some shii wit the club, it don't matter though cause i'm not going." He said.
"Wait what happened?" I asked.
"Nothing." He said.
"No it's not."
"It is cause i'm not finna go nowhere and leave you here in atlanta when you just gave birth to our baby and they know that so i don't know why the fuck they even coming to me wit that shit."' He said.
"What if we move to California?" I asked.
"What?" He asked.
"Like do you think that that's something we need to do?" I asked. "Cause what if we run into more situations like that." I said.
"Nah that'll be selfish on my end." He said.
"I'm ready to get out of here." I passed him Satori and he looked at me a certain way before holding her.
"What?" I asked.
"Ion think you good." He said.
"What you mean." I chuckled.
"You can't hold her for more than five minutes before giving her to me or laying her down." He said and i looked at her.
"I don't know i'm tired." I shrugged. "It just feel weird trying to bond in a hospital, i don't like hospitals." I said.