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The beginning of Constant Bullshit played as the band performed from their instruments while i waited for my cue to walk on stage.
When the Band got louder i walked on stage and the crowd immediately started making noise which made me nervous and happy at the same time.
I adjusted the mic stand as they continued to play before replaying the beginning of the song again so I can start.
"Those things you did I didn't recognize, how much they hurt me only i blamed it." I sung.
I wanna apologize
"Was I being too difficult for complaining for the pain, I was dealing with? Or catching you in different liesss." I looked around at the scene in front of me as I continued to sing then went into the chorus.
This was my first time performing this song and honestly it was taking me back to why i wrote it in the first place concerning what happened between me and Siah.
Beside, apart from you, I would ride for you, I will (I will) Even them times you ain't do me right, I was right here Showin' you what the word, bein' loyal is But we would always end up fightin' But the truth is I was only tryin' to make it right
"Even though i might've been wrong, in the way that I , didnt keep it private...Responding in the best way i knew how." I sung letting one of my arms go freely to the rhythm of the song.
Do you mean it when you say my name? 'Cause, lately, all this bullshit ain't makin' me feel what you say Tell me, do you mean it when you say my name? 'Cause it's always constant bullshit when you don't do what you say
"I...was only tryna live my life..but darling you rather let outside, influence, that fame and fortune shit to ruin us, yeahhhh." I sung the last part of the song while the crowd sang along.
"How y'all doing Wireless." I said loudly into the microphone smiling causing everyone to yell with their hands in the air and I looked over to the left side of the stage seeing my mother smiling while Throw it away began to play.
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"I need y'all to sing this next one with me." I looked at the crowd when I knew Body was gonna play.
"I been what?" I raised my voice then pointed my mic out to the crowd smiling. I was honestly tryna keep my composure and not be emotional because for one the crowd was singing my songs word for word loudly and two, these songs were bringing back old memories.
I been all in my phone, I got options And I don't wanna tell you to drop it But I don't wanna play unfair, yeah, yeah Somethin' that makes me look at you too often And baby, you can give it somethin' Baby, I can run overtime, oh
