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My eyes was still closed but i wasn't sleep. I just rolled over and when i realized i wasn't at home i opened my eyes and screamed seeing that I was laying next to Trina and neither one of us had clothes on.
When I screamed it woke her up and she did the same thing i did as we scooted away from each other screaming and clutching the covers looking away from each other.
"Um Serayah?" She said questioned.
"Did we do what i th- I think so." She cut me off as we both just stared at the ceiling in shock.
"Um i gonna go the bathroom." I said quickly.
"Me too." She said.
"Don't look, look that way." We both said in unison because we didn't have on anything.
After we both put on some clothes and did our morning routine we just came back to the room sharing awkward energy.
"I think we were too drunk." I said.
"Wayyy too drunk." She mumbled.
"I- um i'm gonna go ahead and yeah." I avoided eye contact.
"Wait can we agree that we were just way to drunk and never mention this?" She asked and I felt relieved.
"I was thinking the same, um i gotta go." I said and we was finna give each other a hug but both of us hesitated.
When I left from her house I just sat in my car not believing nothing i remembered from last night. The whole night is like fog to me but i do know what we did.
Never in my life have i had sex with a female before until last night. I think we both got carried away and was just too drunk. I don't see her as nothing more than a friend and she can say the same. It wasn't bad it was actually really good but i wanna forget it but i don't.
...
Once I finally got home I got out of my car keeping my shades on. It was way too bright outside and I had a hangover so my head felt like it was throbbing at this point.
"Ugh finally-
I stopped in my tracks seeing my living room filled flowers and a envelope sticking out of the center.
I dropped my stuff walking over the flowers grabbing each envelope and moving one of the bouquets so I can sit down. The first letter read...
I know an apology doesn't fix what i did, I know my actions were unfathomable and I understand that you probably won't let me back in and be how we was before. What i did was childish and i disregarded your feelings when in reality that's all that matters to me right now. I just want to get back how we was and get your trust back. I'm willing to do anything to get you back.
You have every right to hold a grudge against me and be mad at me. You mean a lot to me and I love you. You made everything in my life better since we met and I let misconceptions get in between us and acted out. I wanna make things right between us because I don't want nobody else. I never wanted to hurt you like that or make you feel like you wasn't what I wanted. That night that we talked I meant everything I said and I still do, I never lied to you about how I felt. Anything I ever said to you regarding our feelings was genuine.
