Maaga akong nagising dahil sa ingay nang aming mga alaga, hindi naman sana sila ganito pero nagsisimula silang mag-ingay kahit maaga pa ay noong wala na sa mundo ang aking minamahal.
"Why are you so noisy, huh? It's super early pa kaya, and I am so sleepy." i said while pouting.
They just sit and became quiet.
"You miss him, right?" i said with a sad face.
They moved there tail, so it means they miss my husband.
"I miss him so much, but I am the reason why he passed away with such an early age" i said without knowing that my tears was starting dropping.
Mga ilang minuto rin ang lumipas bago ko maramdaman na lumuluha na pala ako. So, I wipe those tears and just smile to my pets.
"Gusto niyo bang lumabas nang maaga? Pupunta tayong park, like what we do before." i said at naintindihan naman pala nang aking mga alaga.
Nag bihis muna ako saglit, it will be my exercise for today.
Ilang minuto ang lumipas bago ako natapos mag bihis. I just wear a dress with a jacket dahil maginaw pa ngayon sa labas. And wear the shoes that he give me.
"Zax, Wave, maglalakad lakad lang tayo nang isang oras, okay? Dahil kinakailangan ko ding magluto nang breakfast para makain mamaya, kaya dapat 6:30 nandito na tayo." i said bago kami umalis nang bahay.
Habang naglalakad ako kasama ang aming aso at pusa ay naalala ko yong una naming ilakad itong mga alaga namin, our pets is like our own kids.
In the past:
"Wife, don't play too much with our pets. You already had sweats in you neck, i don't want you to be sick, and you already know that." he said to me.
"I am just happy to play with them, you know what you're like a father now" i said while laughing.
"I will be a strict dad to our kids, one kid was okay with me as long as you're the mother." he said while smirking.
"Look at zax he already feel asleep in your lap and Wave is also sleeping in my lap" i said while smiling.
"We're like parents now, hon. Soon, I will be a good husband and father to you and our children. Love, do you know why I buy zax and wave?" he said while smiling.
" 'Cause you don't know kung ano ang e reregalo mo sa'kin? And you know I love pets." i said with confidence.
" Other than that, it was because I want to try being a dad even it's just a pets. Because I want to know kung paano maging ama and also I want to know if it really tiring. "he said at napakamot pa sa ulo niya.
He is shy now, ganiyan siya pag nahihiya. He really want to be a good father, nakikita ko pa siyang nanonood nang mga movies and shows about" how to be a father? "
and etc.
" Why are you shy my only gorilla? Don't be shy, I know you just want to be ready if that time will happened in the future and you just to learn to be a father. " i said and wipe the sweats on his forehead.
"You know what, i really want to be good enough for you. I want you to lean on me and I will comfort you. If you have a problem just tell me, I am your fiance. Just don't leave me, like what you did before when you went to US." he said while staring at me.
"I don't leave you that time, I just forgot to text you. I didn't realize na ganoon ka pala ang mangyayari sayo kung mawawala ako ng ilang araw." i said.
"Come here, I want to hug you." he said while smiling brightly.
"Wave is sleeping in my lap, she will be awake if I move" i said.
"Then, ako nalang ang lalapit sayo Zax is already awake na naman." he said sincerely.
"Ganoon mo ba talaga ako ka gustong mayakap, huh?" i said and he just hug me tightly.
"Yes, i really want to hug you. If Wave will be awake I'll be the one who will sleep habang legs mo ang magiging unan ko, that will be okay with you right?" he said to get my permission.
"It's okay but we need to eat first, I am already hungry." i said.
"Oh! My baby was hungry?" he said with teasing smile.
"Yeah, your baby was hungry" i said and hug him.
"Wait, you smells bad."he said and removed my arms around him.
"I don't have bad smells Crage, you don't just want me to hug you" i said and bring Wave and Zax.
So, I can take some sleep. Mayroon naman akong dalang maliit na unan.
"Mauna ka nang kumain, nawalan ako nang gana. Matutulog muna ako saglit, gisingin mo nalang ako pag uuwi na tayo." i said with a cold tune.
"I'm just kidding love, you know I really love your hugs." he said sincerely that I can see in his eyes that his telling the truth.
"I am sorry, okay? Just eat now, you're hungry." he said.
"I don't have appetite to eat, zax and wave are beside you so you not alone anymore. I am just tired." i said.
"Its cold here, we can go home now. You're just going to rest at home, you will be sick if your going to sleep here." he said and clean the mess.
After some moment he was done cleaning, I didn't help him because I am not in the mood.
"Lets go home now hon, zax, wave we're going home now. Your mom was tired, she need to rest." he said seriously.
"I'm not there mom, Craige!" i said at napalakas pa ang boses ko pagkabigkas ko nito.
"Don't be like that, okay? I just want to treat them like our kids, why are you getting angry, huh? What did I do? For me, you are there mom and I am there dad." he explained.
"Sorry, I'm just tired. Lets go home na." i said and start walking.
Habang hawak-hawak ang tali ni zax.
"Get in the car, I will just put our things in the back." he said.
Pumasok naman ako kasama ang aso namin at ang pusa naman ang nilagay na niya sa loob.
Mga dalawang minuto lang ang lumipas ay pumasok na rin siya sa loob.
"Put your seat belt hon" he said without looking at me.
"You can sleep here, I will just woke you up if we're already at home. So, you can continue your rest and we can just eat after you wake up." he explain everything before he start driving.
"I'm sorry." i said before I take a nap.
"I am the one who need to say sorry, okay? You don't do anything wrong." he said and put a blanket on me because it's getting cold.
End of flash back.
It reminds me of him, when I go back on this park.
"Will you be back?"the question i want to ask even i already know the answer.
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Unforgettable Love
RomanceThese story is about a girl who feel in love with a boy who can't be with him forever. She love him, even though his not perfect. It just that guy show her that she deserves to be loved. A man that he love for a long time.
