Unforgettable Love

Chapter 13

I was staring at him for a minute because I miss his presence. Pero bigla 'yung nawala nang biglaang pumunta si wvane sa kinaroroonan niya. She was barking like she know him, of course she do because it was their daddy.

"Wvane, stop it. You might bite him." i said to stop her.

Pero hindi pa rin ito nakikinig sa sakin, akala ko magagalit siya ngunit napa ngiti nalang ako sa kaniyang ginawa.

He hold my pet, no I must say our pet. And wvane love it, pero tumakbo nalang bigla si zax patungo sa kinaroroonan nila, kaya napa takbo nalang ako dahil naka hawak ako sa lubid naka lagay sa li-ig ni zax. I put it to them para hindi na ako mahihirapang dalhin sila but now I can see the excitement on there face.

"Hey! Don't run, you might get hurt. Just let your pet run toward us."he said with a worried face.

I miss this man so much.

"Sorry, if my pets run towards you. They might like you." panghihingi ko dito nang pa-umanhin.

"No, it was fine. You are the owner of this gallery? Because it was the pets on the painting and you are the girl that I called, right?" he said casually.

"Yeah, I am. So, it was nice meeting you Mr. Zax."i said at nilahad ang aking kamay to make a shake hands.

"Don't be so formal Huts, nice meeting you too." he said while smiling brightly that you can see his little dimple. I miss this smile of him.

"Oh! Sorry. Then, want to grab a breakfast with me? I didn't eat yet."tanging saad ko dito.

I need to be formal dahil kung hindi ko yun gagawin baka umiyak na naman ako dito. And I don't want him to see me crying.

"You want us to eat outside or just here?" he said. I thought he will decline but I am wrong.

"We can eat here, it had a hidden place. That only us know. We can eat there." I said and started hold my pets.

"Do you want me to hold one of your pets?" he ask.

"Can you?" i said that made him smile. And i don't know why.

"Of course, I love holding pets but my wife was allergic to it so I can't hold if I am home." he softly and smile.

"You really love you wife? How is she?" i just said.

"Of course, I do love her. Without her in my life, I don't know if I can live like this. She's my everything and she was fine." he said happily that made me feel the pain.

I want to cry again but he was with me, so I can't.

"She was so lucky to have you." pilit kung saad habang naka ngiti kahit na gusto ko nang umiyak.

Also, malapit na kami sa hidden place namin dito.

"You're wrong, I was lucky to have her in my life." he said while facing me.

He started saying their story that made me feel the pain that I couldn't handle but still I smile.

Pagkatapos niyang mag kwento ay tsaka rin kami nakarating. Medyo malayo din kase ito kaya natagalan kami nang rating.

" We are here." i said to him.

"We are here?" may pagtataka nitong saad dahil tanging pader lang ang kaniyang nakikita.

But I just hold it and a door came out. And it has a painting of us that I need to hold to open it.

"Lets get inside" saad ko at na una nang pumasok sa loob kasama si zax dahil nasa kaniya si wvane.

When he entered the door lock on its own.

"So, it was your hidden place? Pero bakit mo 'ko isinama dito?" he ask with a curious voice.

"I don't know, why."i just said and smile.

"Just put wvane on the sofa, then follow me. Sa kitchen nalang tayo kakain." i just said and started walking.

Nagluto ako nang adobo habang
nagsasaing, I also slice some apple and make some orange juice.

Nag-aral ako kung pano mag luto simula noong nalaman ko na wala na siya, kahit palagi akong napapaso ay hindi pa rin ako tumigil para lang maging marunong ako. Over two months din akong nag-aral kaya ngayon nagluluto na ako.

Hindi naman ito masyadong matatagalan dahil adodo lang naman ito at tsaka madali lang din naman magsaing.

"Do you need some help?" mahinhin nitong saad.

Hindi ko pala namalayang nandito na siya dahil matagal kase bago siya sumunod sa akin dito sa kusina I think he was watching those paintings in the wall.

"No need, just wait for a minute. Malapit na itong matapos." i just said without looking at him.

"Don't get hurt" kalmado nitong saad bago bumalik sa sofa.

Na miss ko yun, paano nako ngayon? He already got married and he was inlove already. Can we still go back to what we are when his memories will be back?

Tanging saad ko nalang at nagsimula na namang magsilabasan ang aking mga luha.
Buti at tapos na ang aking ginagawa kaya nagsimula na akong hainin ito.

Tatlong minuto lang naman ang tinagal nang paghain ko, matapos kung i-hain ang mga ito ay tinawag ko na siya at sinabing mauna na siyang kumain dahil may gagawin lang ako saglit.

I went to the restroom para doon ilabas lahat nang sakit na aking nararamdaman. I was with him today but he was already married.
I was became his friend even I am his fiance before.

Do I need to do this? Do I need to get hurt? Do I need to forget about us? Can I let him go? Am I fine? and so on.

A question that pop up in my mind while crying. Hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko, I still want to wait for us. I still want to wait that someday we will live together with our kids. We are going to celebrate your upcoming birthdays. Also, next week will be your birthday.

Mahigit sampung minuto din ang tinagal ko dito sa loob nang banyo dahil sa kakaiyak, nang tingnan ko ang pigura ko sa salamin ay subrang pula na nang aking mga mata. Nag hilamos nalang ako at nag lagay nang contact lens sa mga mata ko para hindi makita ang pula nito at pagkatapos ay bumalik nako sa kitchen para kumain ngunit nang bumalik ako ay hindi pa rin siya nagsisimulang kumain.

"Why are you not eating yet? Is there something wrong?" saad ko nang may pag-alala at pagtataka.

"Nothing, i don't want to eat alone. Also, i don't know if you hate eating alone like my wife. And what makes you too long inside? Is there something wrong?" sagot niya ngunit sa huli ay nagtanong din.

"Nothing, we must eat now. Baka hinahanap ka na nang asawa mo, magtatampo pa sayo yun." saad ko rito.

"She always understand me, by the way next week will be my birthday. Do you want to go on my birthday?" he ask while eating.

"Is that okay? I think next week I will have a busy schedule but I try to come." i just said.

"I hope you come, my parents will be there and also they said it will have a big surprise." masaya nitong saad na makikita mo sa kaniyang mukha na hindi na siya makakapag hintay na dumating ang araw na iyon.

"A big surprise? What will it be? Ahmm... Zax I think i can't come on your birthday but you can tell me on the phone, just message me if the surprise will be so important, okay?" tanging saad ko dito.

"Thats kinda bad, you are my first friend that I invited to come in my birthday celebration. But its okay." mahina nitong saad.

Makalipas ang ilang minuto ay tapos na rin kaming kumain and he tells me that he need to go home already. Siya daw sana ang maghuhugas nang pinggan kaso tinawagan na siya nang kaniyang asawa kaya nag madali itong umalis.

Nakaramdam na naman ako nang sakit hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin ko, I think today I will just sleep here bukas nalang siguro ako pupunta sa condo.

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