Unforgettable Love

Chapter 11

I don't know pero parang ayaw ko nang paniwalaan ang mga sinabi ng lahat sa 'kin noon, gusto ko nalang magpa-investigate at malaman ang katotohanan.

I don't know if I am going to regret this decision of mine but for now I just want to know the truth.

Tomorrow I will meet the investigator that I called earlier para mapag-usapan namin ang kaniyang mga nalalaman sa loob nang isang araw. Ngayon, nandito na ako sa condo ko para dito na muna ako matutulog ngayong gabi, I felt nervous right now and I don't know why is it.

I called someone on my contact, someone I was curious about. It has name unknown I don't know kung bakit walang pangalan ang numerong iyon dahil lahat nang nasa contact ko ay mayroong pangalan kahit iyong tumawag sa akin na nasa hospital daw ang fiance ko ay nilagyan ko nang pangalan, hindi ko alam kung bakit niya iyon sinabi sa akin at iyon din ang naging dahilan kung bakit ako nagpa-investigate.

"Hello, Zax. Is that you? Do you already remember all the memories that you lost? Do you remember me now? I miss you so much" saad nang babaeng nasa tawag.

I don't know kung anong nararamdaman ko dahil magkahalo ito, nakaramdam ako nang tuwa na mayroong halong lungkot. A mix feelings that I can't understand.

"Do you know my past? So, I know you?" i answered.

Ewan ko ba gusto ko pang makausap nang husto ang babaeng na ito pero walang lumalabas na ibang salita sa aking bibig na ikina-inis ko.

"So, hindi mo pa rin pala ako naalala. Of course we know each other, I won't answer your first question because I don't want you to struggle. I will wait until I get tired on waiting, Zax. I miss you." she answered and end the call.

Ang boses na iyon ay parang hinahanap ko na sa ngayon, i think her voice is so important to me. Hindi ko man lang nalaman ang kaniyang pangalan, ngunit ako rin ay nakaramdam nang sakit dahil sa malungkot na boses na kaniyang ginamit.

It feels like I am cheating on my wife but I don't know I am happy while talking to her, a feelings that I can't imagine that I feel it while talking to a stranger.

Parang kilalang kilala namin ang isa't isa pero bakit ang hirap ibalik ang mga memoryang nawala sa akin, bakit ganito pa? Nasasaktan nako ngayon, hindi ko alam baka kaunting sakit lang itong aking naramdaman sa ngayon kesa sa aking maramdaman pag malaman ko na ang totoo lalo na sa babaeng nakausap ko kanina. But her voice was sounds familiar to me.

I called her number again but she doesn't answer it and I feel hurt, sad and some guilt. Para bang kasalanan ko ang nangyari ngayon, bakit pa kase dumating ang araw na, na accident ako.

Habang nag muni-muni ako ay biglang may tumawag and I feel happy pero nang makita ko na ang aking asawa pala ito ay biglang umiba ang aking naramdaman, iyon bang parang nanghihinayang ako. But still I answered it.

"Oh, hon. Did you already finish eating your dinner? I miss you, I am not sanay na hindi kita kasama sa bahay." saad ka agad nang aking asawa and I felt guilty.

"I don't eat my dinner yet, love. Don't worry I'll be home tomorrow, I am just busy this time. I hope you understand." i said sincerely.

I don't want her to be worried about me, I just want her to smile always and I will love her always because she is my wife, my lovely wife. I can't imagine my life without her, without these kind of wife.

"Hindi naman iyan maiiwasan, hon. You already know me, right? Ayaw kung magkasakit ka." she said.

She was cute, d*mn it.

"Don't worry I will take care of myself. What about you, did you already eat your dinner?" i ask her, she doesn't want to eat alone.

"I am already done, hon. Don't worry." she answered.

"But I am worried, I know you haye eating alone. But you're alone now, do I need to go home now? So, you will not be alone? Just tell me, hmm?" i said.

"No need, hon. You are too worried about me, your really my baby." she said while teasing me.

"I am worried because I do love you so d*mn much" i said.

"I know, I know you love me that's why you can't live without me." she answered while laughing.

She really teasing me now.

"Don't forget to lock the door before you sleep, okay?" i said.

"Yeah, I won't forget that"she answered.

"I need to end the call now, goodnight. I love you" i said before I hung up.

I need to forget what happen earlier but I want to know that girl more, I want her to be my friend.

I message her number and ask if she want to be my friend but she doesn't replied back qnd it makes me nervous.

Hindi ko na hinantay ang reply niya, I locate her place and her place is not far than I thought.
I don't know why but I really wanted to know her more.

I turned off my phone and go to bed, it's too early pa naman but I need to sleep early tonight dahil kailangan kung umuwi nang maaga bukas.

End of his POV.

He sleep while thinking about some things that his curious about. Thinking about his wife and also the girl that he made a call earlier.

"D*mn it, why can't I just remember my past? What is the reason of it?" he said while holding his head.

Dahil sa pilit niyang inaalala ang mga nangyayari, he want to remember his past.

After half hour he fell asleep without remembering any memories that happened in the past.

Wvane was crying earlier when he called her, she felt excited that time dahil sa inaakala niyang naalala na ng kaniyang minamahal ang totoo pero napunta lang ito sa panghihinayang at nakaramdam pa siya nang sakit dahil sa wala parin, wala pa rin itong maalala kahit na kaunti.

Nakatulog lang siya habang umiiyak, and her pets was beside her.

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