Guardian Angel

Enochian

Y/N's POV

I was looking at all the books that the bunker had shelved in the library and was interested to see so many old hard covered books that were titled about all the supernatural creatures that I could think of, and some that I couldn't. I hadn't heard of a lot of them, but when I grabbed the odd book here and there, I made a mental note to myself to come back and research them at a later date.

Sam and Dean had told me that they were going on a hunt, or as they called it, 'a case'. Sam told me that I was welcome to stay in the bunker if I felt safer here, and he said that they could call Castiel to stay with me if I had wanted. The two guys had been trying to convince me to talk to him, because he really did care for me, but I was still unsure how I felt about the angel. I guess I did find him attractive, but even if I was feeling something was it right being in love with an angel of the lord? Both Sam and Dean had spent the last couple of days telling me how great Castiel was and that I should listen to him and give him a chance. I guess I should at least listen to what the angel wanted to say, I owed him that much for saving me from Crowley, I guess.

Crowley had said that Castiel loved me and that he was the first angel to love a human. Dean and Sam had told me that in the past angels had been sexually involved with humans and that they had even had children. They were very powerful beings called Nephilim. These children were not usually allowed to exist, but I didn't want to know what happened to them. I was more concerned that angels didn't normally have human emotions as they were just soldiers following Heaven's command, so how did Castiel have feelings for me when angels shouldn't? But I was more worried about my feelings for him. Was it possible that I was finding Castiel more interesting than I thought possible?

Suddenly a book caught my eye, the light flickered of the cursive gold writing along the spine. The title was 'Understanding Enochian'. I was reaching out for it when someone came into the room. I didn't grab the book but instead turned as Sam stopped just inside the doorway and said, "There you are. We're leaving now. Did you decide what's happening?"

I knew what he was really asking me, which was, have you decided to ask Castiel to stay with you? I smiled at Sam and said, "I have thought about it, and I might split my time between here and home, if you don't mind?"

Sam huffed a laugh and said "Sure, you can stay here whenever you need. Got any other thoughts?"

I chuckled and decided to give him the answer that both he, and Dean had wanted to hear and also because I had decided to at least listen to what the angel had to say, "Tell Castiel that I'm here tonight, if he still wants to talk"

The biggest grin shot across Sam's lips, and he said, "Great. Thank you"

I watched Sam rush from the room and shook my head at how excited he looked. I turned back to the shelves and snatched up the light blue book and looked at the front cover. It was plain with the gold writing, but when I searched for the author, I couldn't find one. That's weird, isn't it? I wondered, but then realised this whole bunker was full of odd books and things. Who would write a book and not place their name on the finished copy?

When I opened the book and flicked through some of the pages, I saw the symbols and was surprised that some looked familiar. I suddenly stopped when some symbols were more familiar than the others. These symbols were on the walls of the room where I had been kidnapped that time by the demons. When Sam, Dean and Castiel had come in and saved me. It was awful being taken by those demons, but I was glad they took me because that was when I met Sam, Dean and Castiel.

Looking at the symbols I saw one that I remembered was written on the old warehouse wall and the page told me it was part of a blocking ward. To keep angels from locating what was inside.