Y/N's POV
I walked into the lab and saw all the empty vials and remembered that Castiel had cleaned out all the blood and mess so there were no samples that I needed to dispose of. I pulled the stool out from underneath counter and sat down at the bench. I had made the decision that I was going to stop the testing and now I was wondering if I had done the right thing as I knew we were so close, there was just something missing that I couldn't figure out. I knew Castiel wanted me to stop because he was worried Crowley would go through with his threat and kill me, but when I told him I wasn't doing the testing I didn't understand why he wasn't happier. I know it was possible that he thought I was stopping because he wanted me to, but that wasn't the case. When Sam and Dean brought Oliver home, it was bad enough that he was my ex-boyfriend, but finding out he was a demon had really upset me.
Knowing that Heaven and Hell knew back then that I was going to do this testing and possibly find a cure made me sick to my stomach. I assumed I was going against Heaven by ending the testing, but I wasn't caring about that. Where was Heaven when I was sleeping with the enemy? How could they allow Hell to send a demon to my bed? One I didn't even know was a demon? Why didn't they send Castiel to me earlier? Maybe I was being too selfish expecting Heaven to look after me?
"Hello Kitten" I heard the voice and knew it was Crowley.
Practically falling off the stool and moving backwards I met the green eyes as he smiled, "Ah, finally you are fearing me"
"I-I-I stopped the testing, so you don't have to hurt me" I stammered as I felt the table at my back.
Looking around at the empty lab he nodded, "I see that. Just a warning for today Kitten. Start the testing again and I will kill you" he flashed the crimson eyes at me as a warning.
I nodded my head as Crowley took a step closer to me, leaning in very close to my face he said, "Be a good girl, and send my demon home to me" I must have frowned because he added, "Oliver. Seems a couple of hunters have him trapped"
I nodded my head again as Crowley disappeared, leaving behind the smell of whiskey and aftershave. I felt my heart racing and moved back to the stool, sitting as I felt my knees weakening. Taking a few deep breaths, I calmed my racing heart and my nerves before getting to my feet. I stopped by Abigail's office to tell her I was going home sick and drove straight to the bunker as I tried to clear my thoughts. I wanted to call out to Castiel, but when he left this morning, I had a feeling he wouldn't be rushing back to talk.
I wasn't sure if Dean or Sam would even listen to me about releasing Oliver, but the demon had caused enough problems for everyone and maybe it would be wise to just send him back to Crowley? I know that I didn't need him to be around and I definitely didn't want him around. He was causing too many issues between Castiel and I.
Pulling into the garage I saw that the impala was there, which meant both the boys were home and not out on a case. Parking the car I turned off the ignition and was startled when Sam came up beside my window and I didn't see him until the last minute.
Opening my car door I smiled up at him, "Hey Sam. Is everything ok?"
"I was about to ask you the same thing" he said stepping back to allow me to get out of the car.
"Why, what's going on?" I felt the fear spread through my body as a thought of Oliver escaping, or worse hurting either one of them "Is Oliver-"
"No, he's fine, still in the trap last I saw. I mean Castiel has been here most of the morning with Dean and I guess-"
"It's ok Sam. Castiel needs to spend some time with Dean, maybe he can help Castiel with his emotions?"
Sam huffed out a laugh, "I thought you might be coming to take him home?"
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Guardian Angel
FanfictionCastiel has been sent by Heaven to be your guardian angel. He watches over you, but he realises that he is watching you a lot more than he should. He feels something for you that he hasn't felt before. He is falling in love. He isn't supposed to sho...