I woke up the next morning tightly wrapped in a paid of arms. And without opening my eyes i of course knew who it was. I was happy yesterday just ended by going to bed because i really don't know what would have happend if we kept talking about it.
Last night as made me even more confused tho. At a moment in which i almost kissed him he didn't even think about that. And then when i ask him if we are just friends he say that he doesn't think we are just friends.
So if i would have to make up my mind or keep pushing forward i would stand still. Because what the fuck am I supposed to think.
I got up brushed my teeth and put on some clothes. I quickly went to the small supermarket down the street. Got some eggs and yogurt and stuff and went back home.
This time Charles was watching some tv.
"Ah there you are. I already thought you went to get some food"
"Yea we don't need to starve do we?"
We ate our food on the couch and watched some more tv. But to be honest i kind of got boring watching people dig up gold. My dad watched those shows.
"We should go out tonight!
"Sure. What do you want to do in the main time"
"Explore Spain! I have never been to Madrid before"
"We aren't in Madrid mon amour. We are in Valencia."
"Oh, whatever I've also never been to valencia."
"Alright let me get dressed and then we can leave."
He got dressed in this very much tight t-shirt and some black pants. With his dior converse. Uh i begged my mom to get those shoes for my birthday. Instead i just got perfumes and chocolate. And i promise i was so so so so happy with them i have 7 pairs of the Ms. Dior perfume set. But do i really need 7?
He once again locked all doors and we left to get a taxi. We arrived at like a shopping street where we looked around.
"Charles leclerc omggg" i hear
Its a boy probably around the age of 12.
"Can i take a picture with you?"
"Yes ofcourse"
This is the first time Charles gets recognised while I'm with him.
We sat at a cafe drank some coffee. When i took out my phone. And you believe it or not but it was me and Charles
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Caption: formula 1 driver Charles Leclerc and Oaklynn Silver Daughter of matt Silver spotted together in spain, Valencia. After rumours the two were seen at multiple events together.
User1: huh? How did these two meet
User2: she and her whole family just want money if i was him i would just go.
User3: on lando his story from Carlos his birthday you can see Charles kissing her hand! SO CUTE!
User4: smash
User5: they have to be dating? Going on a holiday together
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Well then we are in fact not looking at that again!
Charles and i got up and left, went to some stores before we went back home. Spain is really beautiful it's pretty hot out as well.
So it was enjoyable.
I got ready in a new dress I bought at the shops earlier today.
"Carlos and isa are coming too" Charles said out of no where.
"Really the more the merrier!"
Carlos and isa are literally the cutest ever! They are so meant to be it is hurtful! Carlos takes so much care of isa so she can live her life. And even after a good few years of dating you would think they just started!
We got in a taxi and went to the club more towards Madrid which took rather long. But it was either one of the small groups had to travel for longer then a hour. So we split it even tho they have to go further but they are in a a Ferrari and we are in a Taxi!
Once we arrived i gave Isa and Carlos a hug.
"How are the two enjoying Spain?"
"Its lovely! Im enjoying it and i think he is as well"
"Yes i wouldn't have a house here if i didn't" charles said
We got into the club. Enjoying our time dancing drinking. At a certain moment i was just dancing with Isa and the boys were I don't were.
When isa wanted to use the bathroom. I went with her.
Charles💙: Wherr sre yoi!
What? Is that a different language or something. When isa was done i showed her the message and she laughed a little when she explained it was just 'where are you' in a drunk way
Fuck! Is he drunk? He is the one that speaks Spanish not me. We got back in the club and we found Carlos talking with someone that if not Charles.
"Carlos where is Charles"
"He is somewhere there. He said i had to leave and i insisted on staying but he started hitting me so i just left."
He is drunk, what is he supposed to be doing all by himself drunk.
I walked towards the side Carlos pointed at. He was sitting down with a girl on his lap. But not just sitting down. They were making out.
How could i be so stupid! I FUCKING HATE MYSELF!!! I have to much hope in things that wont come or won't happen! How could i ever EVER believe he had feelings for me. I am just one to never have love. And he was just being flirty and bullshit. a tear fell down my cheek as i made eye contact with him. He stopped making out and his mouth opened as if he wanted to say something. He stood up to walk towards me but i ran away. I wasn't crying it was just a single tear.
"Did you find your man" isa says as soon as i reach them.
"No i did find Charles tho"
"You know what i mean. Where is he?"
As soon as she said that he came running to me.
"Mon amour! I'm sorry! je suis vraiment" He says with ofcourse a very much drunken tone.
"Why should i care Charles it's your life!"
"mais ce n'est pas la femme que je veux" (But she isn't the woman that i want)
"Okay who is it then? Someone else? Because i doubt it if you were just making out with her."
"je te jure chérie ! je suis amoureux de toi!" "I swear darling i am in love with you"
