I'll be there for you {CHARLES LECLERC, ENG}

Is this what i want?

Charles leclerc's point of view:
Was i maybe pushing her away?
Or was i over reacting with a second place?
Or was it all a part of a plan?

Well all of the above to be honesty.

I fucking hate being second. Because it just means you lost. Id rather be third because second is just exactly behind the one who won. Its fucking draining if the only thing you are able to accomplish is being Second.

I want to much is what most people say and yes Max won at his home race and he deserves it but you can't just think about the others you have to think about yourself. Mostly or only about yourself.

I did everything thing right. Most people would say this race went good but it didn't it only goes good when i win. Did it ho right? Yea sure but not good yet. And definitely not when i know that i can push harder i know i can accomplish more. I can work harder and be better if i do so.

And when i get there, when i become world champion! I'll show everyone why i deserve it. Because i am a good driver and everyone makes mistakes even the best ones. When i am world champion ill have all the same people there! My brothers, my mom, papa & jules from above. And hopefully ill have Oaklynn there with me and my friends Joris, pierre and Hugo just all of them!

But if i want Oaklynn there with me i should do what i had planned for us!

Because before they left i had asked Lando to take his bloody time with Oaklynn in his car and ofcourse why.

Me and Arthur arrived at the Hotel and Arthur was still mad at me for making her take an uber called Lando Norris. I ran to the place a certain something was going to happen later on tonight. I dressed in a very much formal outfit and went back downstairs.

About 15 min later they arrived. I was standing at the door but not in a way she would be able to spot me. And just for your knowledge the elevator does work. We are just making it seem like they aren't for a certain reason.

Oaklynn was reading the paper that was sticking to the elevator. She hadn't seen me yet luckily otherwise it would have been messed up.

"You kid me not" she said right after reading that the elevator is out of order. And also so you know. The 1st floor became basement. And ao on and so on. So roomtop became 6th floor where we normally have our room. Now we put some random obstacles for her to get through so it took a little longer and i could take the elevator while still being there earlier then her.

I was up on the roomtop. I heard someone walking up. And i was revealed with her beautiful face. She had never looked this confused at me, maybe because i was holding her favourite pair of flowers. Daisies and Lavender flowers. A cheeky smile cane crashing through all those confusing thought's.

"Charles?" She said

hoping i wouldn't make myself to obvious i told her to follow me. We sat at a pretty big table for just two people but it was perfect.

Perfect like she is. She looks so good in my clothes. Even my merchandise!
I think when she looked in the mirror this morning the only thing she could think was
'Oh my god, i have never looked this good'

She always looked good! Just a little extra with the clothes.

She sat down at the luxurious table set there just for us with a few candles.

"Charles what is this?" She says

"It's dinner, for us." Isn't that noticeable?

"Well i see that, but you were acting like a piece of shit like 20 minutes ago?"

Ouch? No need to point it out! And i know but i thought it would be the better option then forget her at the track? Rather have a rude partner then one that fully forgot about you.

"I know I'm sorry, i had this all planned for us."

"Well if you make it up to me it's fine"

Oh i will Mon Amour don't even worry about it.

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We ate some dinner. Looking at the sky full of stars so beautifully shining against us.

We stood up to stand at the railing looking down on Zandvoort. I would say its beautiful but thats a big word. No hate to the Netherlands because there are beautiful places!!

"I feel like you didn't enjoy having me at the track." Is the first thing she says to break the silenced

"What? Why do you feel like that?"

"After your podium you hugged you brothers but you skipped me. And when you were up there we had 2 second of eye contact and you just didn't look very happy. And overall it felt like you obviously had other things to do but that is no reason to ignore me"

"I didn't ignore you Mon Amour! You know i have just a very busy and hectic weekend and i made as much time for you as possible"

Does she really think i ignored her through the whole weekend?

"I get it, just felt like it"

"I'm sorry Oaklynn i never wanted to make you feel like that."

FUCK! This is not a good moment to ask her! FUCKKKKKK!

"You did enjoy yourself with Kika right?" I asked hoping i could save the moment.

"Yes i did. She i so sweet!!"

"Good, don't want to ruin your weekend! But i think i can make it better"

"Well this did made it better! I do love it! And I enjoyed seeing you race so after all it all wasn't that bad"

"I mean by asking you something?"

"Oh.." just oh? Why is it always oh?

"Oaklynn silver, would you wanna be my girlfriend?"

This feels more special then it should. Im not proposing!

"Charles i uh..."

SHE IS THINKING SO NO STRAIGHT UP YES! FUCK I HAVE REALLY MESSED UP!

"..i mean ofcourse"

Oh my goodness.

"That's great Oaklynn" i said while giving her a hug because this was more scary then i wanted it to be! I was really nervous!

We are flying back to Monaco Tomorrow morning. Ill wake up next to my Girlfriend! Ill fly to Monaco with her. Ill see her as much a possible as my girlfriend