I'll be there for you {CHARLES LECLERC, ENG}

Could've just..

It was for the better that u left. It was now the day upon and i felt nervous thinking about him. The problem would normally be  that i love him so much and i simply have a hard time being mad at him. But not this time, anger was build up and i got sick to my stomach thinking about what he could've been doing al along.

But you know love is love and it makes you weak in the knees so i stood there debating on if i should knock now or text him and knock in a minute. Even tho I obviously have the key to our apartment.

Ill just knock

I hear a second voice come to the door.
Arthur opens the door for me.

"Oaklynn sa va?"

"Bien! How are you?"

"Im good, Charles is in your bedroom room with mum idk what there talking about."

"Okay, is anybody else here?"

"Lorenzo is here."

I see him sitting on the couch as i walk in to our apartment. Maybe this is a bad time to talk about it.

I hear the bedroom door open and Charles call out.

"Qui était-ce?"
("Who was it?")

"juste Oaklynn"
(Just oaklynn) Arthur answers

"Oaklynn?"

"Oui" Lorenzo says

I take a few steps forward hoping he is still at the door so i can see him. And i can
I can see him he cried it seems like?

He looks like he didn't sleep last night.

"You actually look horrible" arthur says with a small laugh

"Thank didn't notice. Oaklynn can you come to the bedroom?"

I give him a nod as an answer and Arthur looks at me pressing his eyebrows high up.

I walk into the bedroom remembering his mom is in that room. I see his mom greet her and she leaves. Very soon after we sat down on the bed we heard the front door of the apartment close.

I am really seeing him now. The state he is in. Unwashed hair, unwashed clothes, dark undereyes its hard to watch. Its also hard for him i think because he can't really keep his eyes open.

"Oaklynn i just want you too know that I didn't cheat I didn't do anything in that way. And i will never do such a thing. I promise you your the only one on my mind your the person i think about when i wake up and when i got too sleep. Your the main character in my dream and you are all i could ever wish for mon amour!"

His words accure soft and unknown. As if these are the last thing that will ever be said on the world and he had to get it out before anybody could deny his love for me.

"I know you didn't cheat Charles! Its just the secretness and all that stuff. Give me a good reason as to why and i promise ill forgive you as soon as but i just havent had a good reason yet"

"We're going to the Miami grandprix jumping, after that we will have a romantic dinner at a very hard to squeeze in restaurant and at last we would take a dive in the ocean"

"What?"

"You hear me belle"

I gasp at the sudden confidence and the new nickname.

"Well i- i" i cut of my own words by my own confusion. I really am speechless

"I know that's not what you expected but i had to tell you one day?"

"I know but it would've been fine if you said you were planning a surprise for me instead of saying the surprise"

"Oh, yea well now you know."

"Okay." I say still shocked at what he had said earlier

"It's in 2 months so you'll definitely be able to get the time off of anything you should do that day." He says making sure he does
Make clear that i cant cancel on him now

I look at him and tightly squeeze his hand as it's on the bed next to mine. I give him a hug hoping he would get the message that i would ofcourse forgive him.

"So we are good now?" He asks whiles still into our hug

"Yes Charles we are good now."

"You better because i spent 2k on tickets ro see horses jump over some sticks with a human sitting on them."

"There is much more too horseriding Charles."

"Just like there's more too us Belle"

Thé more i look at him being tired i seem to see the weakness he shows to so less.

He leans on my shoulder just laying there like ge has never felt so comfortable. Which seems after he falls asleep on me .

What did i do to deserve a man like this! I don't i simply don't deserve him. Maybe itf for the better if i just take a minute for myself and think about us.
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AN: im so sorry for the very short chapter but the next chapter will hopefullt be up within 1/2 hours! Much love ❤️