I'll be there for you {CHARLES LECLERC, ENG}

Living full of lies

Thats night i slept in Charles his hotel room. I also got all my stuff and decided to stay in his room for the rest of the trip.

But sadly the trip had come to an end.

Me and Charles were now back home trying to recover from the jetlag we we're having. It seemed like Charles was having it harder then me because he has slept for a good 3 hours now. Thats really long ( not) . Me myself i was awake at 10AM and went to bed at 12. We had done everything to stay awake on the plane so i could sleep at home. He failed miserably and fell asleep on my shoulder not even half way trough the flight.

So he fell asleep as early as 10AM which is when i woke up. The only problem is that he has things to do. He had to work out! Very intensely with Andrea! I hope he will be happy with him. He ofcourse worked out in australia but even then it was just normal workout almost the same as i do.

I went to the shops and unpacked when it was already 4PM also the time Charles woke up. I was in the bedroom at the same time as he woke up and he didn't seem to notice me being a few stept away from him so i just continued.

He picked up his phone and started calling someone. The distance i had to him was to big to fill in the voices coming from his phone right when they picked up.

"Hi sir ill come to pick it up in an hour is that okay?"

Voices voices

"No she isn't around. I'll tell her."

What i did hear was my name together with a few other words since i have moved closer

"Okay...then...here...marry...just...forever...love" what the fuck? Are they talking abour marriage

"Charles?" I say wondering where the conversation is about

He jumps up from our bed and his phone flies across the room. Landing eight next to me. He looks at me confused as to what i am doing in the room.

"Since when are you here?"

"I've been here for a long time Charles since the second you woke up!"

"Oh okay."

"Hello Charles? Are you still there" i hear from the phone laying next to me.

I pick it up and read the name of his contact unnoticed while i five back his phone

Jack (🌲)

A tree?

I  have thought that i knew Charles pretty good but the past week he has been acting so weird. The second week in Australia he was on the phone 24/7 he went to the gym 4 times a day and when i would walk past he wasn't even there. He and Joris have been acting all suspicious and im really not. Having it.

Im really done with it and i simply cant handle it any longer. He cuts of his call by saying he will call back and he looks at me trying to hide the fact that he is being a jackass to me.

"Im sorry i-"

I cut him of "cut the bullshit. You can say sorry you can say desole or whatever it is in french im kind of done with this." I say while pointing between him and his phone.

"Done with us? No right? Your kidding? Are you pranking me? Please say sike!!!!"

"No charles i love you. I mean the thing that you have been doing."

"What? " he says in denial

"Im really not seeing the fun in this. Your lying to me about where you going. Your hiding everything you do."

"Maybe your over reacting a little. Do you need to rest?"

"So now your sliding it back to me? If this is how we are having normal adult discussion then im officially done Charles. So lets hope you are the one kidding!" I say frustrated by not receiving an answer

"Okay im sorry."

"I already said i don't want your sorry i wang to know what is going on. In the worse your about to die and ur hiding it"
I say letting a tear roll down my cheeks

Its not that he is going to die i would've known but its just all this frustrating and stress that is build up from dealing with all of this. I hope you can understand because its hard!! Imagine he tells you oh yea im going to my friend. And you see on that friend their instagram story that they are in a different country with their wife and child? Wouldn't you be worried sick something is happening maybe is cheating or they cancelled plans and he is to scared to come home when he just saif he was leaving I don't know.

Its just all that is build up is making me cry

"My mom she uh found someone."

"Okay." I say waiting for him to continue

"Well yea that's it?"

"That's it? You have been lying to me for months because your mom found someone she loves?"

"I wasn't lying?"

"Oh im sorry you weren't? I must be hallucinating?"

"Okay maybe i lied once but its because nobody can know! My brothers can't know mostly Lorenzo can't know. They have it hard with Dad's death until this day and ofcourse my mom too but im just so happy she found someone she is happy with."

"Thats amazing. But still no reason to lie? I really don't get it Charles if you break so easily about telling this secret then why didn't you tell earlier?"

"I just uhm.. i"

"I get it. There is someoene else isn't there?"

"Someone else? For my mom yes"

"No Leclerc thats not what im saying i mean that you are seeing someone else."

"What? No ofcourse not! NEVER i love you Silver i promise its just you and it will be forever." He says very calm.

It's just something in me that's not believing him! Okay he isn't seeing someone else I believe him but why the FUCK does he lie so much. Because if this is the real Charles then I honestly don't really want it anymore.

"Ill see you tomorrow" i say as i grab my purse and keys

"What where will you sleep? Please Oaklynn lets talk"

"We are talking and one of us is lying so im getting frustrated so we will talk tomorrow!"

"Mon amour please. Let me explain?"

"Haven't you just explained? Or were you lying?"

"No i swear my mom and this new guy and stufd but its- cmon Oaklynn please i beg you"

"If you want to beg you can go sit on your knees and bark in leaving Charles!"