I'll be there for you {CHARLES LECLERC, ENG}

Friends from my mans

We were home. Me and Charles had not said a word since well you know. We had gottan to eye contact and a sort of a hug when we almost got in the car but that's about it.

I was sat on the couch still in my dress really thinking about everything he said. Because im sort of hoping my mom was having a moment because she was drunk.

Which she was but well yea

Charles just got out of the shower and he had a towel around his waist. He walked from the bathroom to our bedroom. Looking at me.

"We'll talk when im dressed" he says before closing the door. The first few minutes i could hear him walking and probably putting on his underwear. But now it was dead silent. Not a footstep.

So i just went in so i could also dress up.

He was sitting on the bed elbows on his knees and his face cupped in his hands. I put on some pjs before i sat behind him or next to him whatever. I layed my head on his back since it was facing down.

"I love you" i say still against his back. I didn't get a response. I feel him turn and he hugged me.

"I love you too." He says after a bit.

I love hugging him as long as i could. Our hug ended and he looked at me.
"I wasn't at your parents house for what you think I'm sorry."

"It's okay, what were you there for then?"

"Stuff for the yacht since mine if about to be tradable so i wanted to take a look at yachts i could trade it in for"

He is lying..

Our yachts are only tradeable after 5 years and when they are still in the right conditions. He has not owned this yacht for over 5 years. He wasn't even in Formula one 5 years ago.

Of wait he was.
Whatever

"Oh and i know its usualy 5 years and i have had this one for only 3 but your dad was talking about family dicount and stuff since im family now"

That's true. Our family discount is indeed 3 years. Maybe i was somehow hoping he was about to propose. Then i would know that this love i have for this man would always stay and his love for me would never even have to be a question. Maybe what i wanted was conformation that he would always love me.

I know he loves me at the moment. But does he really want Kids with me. Does he want to raise them with me. Does he want to share a bed for the rest of our lives?

I do.. but does he

"Oaklynn just be honest with me okay. Would you have said yes if i had proposed to you?" Wow

"Yes, i would have said yes and not thought about it a second time."

He smiles. His dimples showing, he is so cute

"I just want you to know that i love you. And i will love you untill the day i die. Even if the universe decides that we should not be together my love for you will never go away"

CAN THIS MAN READ MY MIND. When i think abour proposal it's gotten back to the topic of conversation. When i eant to hear that he will always love he does. Hmm

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we get to bed with his arms safely around me. And when i woke up he was not there anymore. But i could guess by the voices that there were other people in the living-room. Hopefully including him.

I did my hair and put on some presentable clothes because i really never know who it is it could be the most important person he wil ever see. It's to bad my make up is in the bathroom.

I walked out of the bedroom and there were probably about 4 other men sitting at the dining table with Charles.

4 people that i did in fact recognise.

Joris,hugo, riccardo and nicolas.

I gave them a smile before i walked into the kitchen itself. I ate some food and went to grab my laptop which was on the dining table. But thats sooo awkward. I can wait with working what else can i do that wont grab their attention.

"Oaklynn can you come for a second?"

Fuckkkkkkkk

"Coming."

I got to the piano and thought it was close enough. No need to get any closer.

"We are going on vacation next week for about 2 weeks. You're coming right?"

"Ohhh i have court next week."

"Nothing else?"

"No just court after that im free."

"Okay we'll just fly in later then" charles says to the 4 men

"You flying with her? You can just come earlier right?" Hugo suggested

"No we'll fly together."

This was my chance there was already attention to me so i could grab my laptop. But ofcourse charles his laptop was right ontop of mine and his was opened looking at hotels. Australia? Hmm

"Can i have my laptop?" I ask

"Where is it?" Charles says confused

"Right below yours"

"Oh okay. Oh wait can you sit with us we want to see what hotel we should book. But we want a woman's perspective because all girlfriends are coming"

"Girlfriend? Is she still you-"

"Thats enough Nico!" Charles cuts him off

"As long as it has a pool. And it would be amazing if it was all inclusive but it doesn't have to be"

"The girl knows what she wants" one of they says

"She sure does" charles said followed up with a wink.

"Anyways come sit we'll need your help"

"Where? You are sitting on the piano seat because one of the chairs broke so there is not much to sit on" i laugh it off because its always a little getting used to Charles his friends for a minute

They are all looking at Charles raising and dropping there eyebrows in a pattern.

"Just say it with your words I don't get what your saying"

Im looking rather confused. Because even I can't seem to get the message

"Let her sit on your lap mate."

Oh pf i thought they were going a total different direction.

"Oh yea sure. Do you want to?" He says asking me

So i sit down on his lap which feels much more wrong then it should.