I'll be there for you {CHARLES LECLERC, ENG}

And thats you

He sat back next to me.

"I think she is going home im sorry if i scared your guest away!"

"No problem AT ALL! She knew you were coming with someone weird she stills shows up. And what was that about the phone call."

"When Oaklynn slept over she called my phone but i was sleeping so she picked up and she said stuff that she wanted me back and then she noticed it was A girl who picked up and then she got mad and hung up"

He put his arm around me.

Him and carlos kept talking about the situation. My arm resting on the top of his Chair. My hand perfectly reached his shoulders. So i put it around his shoulders.

The night went on just fine. She did in fact leave. I talked a little with Isa and Lily. Lando even.  Just a little withe everyone.

And after such a long night it made me realize something. I am in love with Charles Leclerc

But I can't say that. He very recently fell in love. I can't like ruin that for him. But what if it's me. There is this 5% chance that it is and if so it would mean great things. But if not and i tell him i did fall in love with him. It's going to be to awkward to ever talk to him again. Maybe we should have some 1 on 1 time again just with eachother and nobody else to disturb it. I feel like that would let me know if i should tell him or not

"Shall we dance?" Charles had asked me i gave in since he asked nicely.

If there is one thing he should never do again it's dancing. He can play the piano, drive a car and save me. But dancing not so much.

"What is on your mind Oaklynn?"

"I don't know, you" fuck I shouldn't have said that now im messing it all up.

"Me? What about me?" He said while looking in my eyes.

Should i be honest? Or should i make up some weird lie right now. Or both

"Well, im thinking aBout your eyes which are actually really pretty. And about your freshly cut hair. About your dimples which you show a lot. And how you care so much for me. How you tell me the sweetest things on earth. And how you never fail to make me feel worth awhile"

He was looking at me probably in shock. Fuck did i mess it up. I think i did. Why is he quiet for so long.

"I also can't stop thinking about you! Your beautiful long brown hair. And your hazel/ amber eyes.  The way you say thank you way to often! And how absolutely gorgeous you are as a person. You are the most kind and most loving able person i have ever met."

Our faces got close and oh you don't know how bad i wanted to kiss him..

But I can't not right now. Because if I regret it or he regrets it we will be stuck with it in spain.

So i slid my face to the left and hugged him instead. A long hug. A gentle one with so many emotions at once. Did I make myself to vulnerable for a man? Was i going regret everything because if i did then I would never trust a men in my life time. But I can trust him. He is the only man i can trust with my heart.

Ugh i feel like a stupid teenager. In love for the first time, kicking my feet at the comments he makes about me. If i had just met him earlier.

The party came to an and i was exhausted i congratulated Carlos one more time. Ans so did Charles only he talked with him a bit longer. And i think they thought I couldn't hear him.

"Happy birthday mate! Right before next week!"

"Well you will see me on my real birthday. And thank you for the present"