I'll be there for you {CHARLES LECLERC, ENG}

Reunited

It had been tough trying to avoid Charles. We live in such a small place all at once and you see eachother everywhere. I have seen his car around 10 times in just the past week. His formula 1 season has started, and with all the new cars coming nobody has yet noticed that we broke up. Which is for the better since im also still progressing everything.

It's just still so insane everything and how it all ended. Proposing and everything?

I simply can't get it straight in my head it just feels like he is still here with me. It feels like i still live in that same apartment and still can kiss him whenever i want.

1 problem is that i still see him everywhere. Monaco is like one big fanpage for Charles. Its sickening almost.

Right now i was walking trough the streets. When suddenly i saw his car again. Its parked so hopefully I don't have to see him. But there he was

I haven't seen him in a good month.

He didn't see me but seeing him happy feels good. There are many things you can wish upon your ex but i just want him to be happy en succeed in his career. It's what is most important for him.

I hadn't noticed yet but i was standing still staring at his car. The car i once sat in on a daily basis. After all it was for the best. I think..

"Oaklynn.."

I look to my right and out of nowhere he was next to me when a minute ago he was 100 meters away from me.

"Charles, hi"

I don't know what went trough my mind but everything inside of me wanted to kiss him or hug him or just be with him. But I couldn't

"It's been so long. How are you?"

"Yea it has been. I'm good yea" i sort of was until i saw him. All the memories all the love inside of me is craving him. Its all i want at this moment

I could feel myself tear up.

"Im good as well. How is your dad? He was devastated when i called him."

He called my dad? And the way he cares about my dad. Its all to much. Bursting out crying as if im not the one who broke up with him. As if I'm not the one who broke his heart. And as if im not the person see have thought about this in the wrong way.

He grabs me his arms around my neck and mine around his back. It feels as it should

He is everything i needed. And i knew that from day one because he could've proposed any moment and I would've said yes a million times. I took to much time to think about the whole situation in the wrong way.

"Oaklynn it will be okay everyone needs time to progress."

He seems like he doesn't its only been about a month.

"Yea i wish it was so easy" i mumble under my breath.

"What did you say?" He asks confused

"That's its my own fault. I fucked up and now i have to pay the consequences. Regret comes after they always say."

"Wait what? You regret it?"

Fuck. He probably doesn't care the slightest. He is probably already over me and with another girl.

"Uhm what huh i have to go." I panic about to run off into the streets.

But he grabs my arm.

Still holding onto it he kind of pulls me along to his car. He opend his passagier door with his other hand.

"Get in." He demand i have told him a lot of times that he is hot when he demands and now he knows he can use ir against me.

I sit in his car in silence noticing that he drives right past his apartment so thats not where we are going. Its not early i would say its about 7 PM which means most people are out for dinner or on cute little couple dates.

He stops right infront of a sort of staircase. We walk it up and  there is a beautiful sight of Monaco it honestly is gorgous.

"Let's talk for real now." He says

"About?"

"You just said you regret it. And i do aswell i would do anything for you too love me again."

"Oh yeah what would you do for love?"

"I would quit F1, i would move to the other side of the world i would leave everyone behind just to be with you!"

"You would quit f1? Are you really sure about that Charles?"

"Yes Oaklynn ill call right now saying that i quit and wont drive next year just so i can be with you."

There i stood not really knowing what i should do with this answer because its insane.