A god's Favourite Toy (Yandere Xenophanes x Male Reader)

New Friends Can't Fix Our Hearts

(Roger POV)

Dear Diary, it's been a whole month since (Y/N) was found dead, and to say that we haven't moved on is an understatement, we all still feel like we fucked up as friends. Mike and Vicky haven't been focusing on their studies for a while, which lead the College therapist to get involved, thinking that they were going through a bad breakup. After explaining the true reason, the therapist tried their best to make them feel better, but all they could do was get them to get back to studying for anything serious. I myself have been devoting my free time to trying to find any more copies of that game (Y/N) had, but nothing came up, almost like that game doesn't want to be known.

But while we're making some slow recovery, Tom and Kyle, they've become nothing like who they were once. For Kyle, he's a nervous machine, any mention's of (Y/N) at all, even if it's accidental, will set him off. It got so bad, that he had to spend some days in the infirmary just so that he can calm down. As for Tom, he just stays silent and does what he's told during College, besides the occasional insult he says when any of us try to talk to him, but at the dorms, he's a mess. He spends every second in the dorms in (Y/N)'s old room, sitting on the bed and crying about how he's been an awful friend while curled up into a ball. He even looks a bit like (Y/N)'s body, with the pale skin and cheeks stained with tears.

Anyway, the day after his body was found, the College held a funeral for him, and believe me, it was a struggle to get both Tom and Kyle to attend. They didn't want to go because they said they don't deserve to go or that (Y/N)'s parents will call them out, but neither happened. (Y/N)'s mother and father were there, but all I remember was seeing the mother cry into her husband's shoulder throughout the whole funeral. But there was something that angered Tom, and it was that priest from the park. She introduced herself as Shannon Goldman and began speaking about how she's sorry that we lost someone close to us, and how her lord would promise to look after him. Please, we don't care about some religion. What we care about, is our friend.

Derek and Sarah also came, and while they tried to take the disk for analysis, Kyle kept snatching it away from them. When confronting him about it, all he said was "We know that demon is in here, so letting him go free won't fix anything!" After that, he locked the disk in a drawer and never opened it. We also got two new students: A girl named Isabelle Rebel and a guy named Daniel Star. Isabelle was a small girl, about Kyle's height, with lapis blue eyes and cyan hair. Daniel was about my height, and he also had cyan hair, but had orange eyes instead.

While they were nice and wanted to join our friend group, we kept turning them down. Well, we kept turning Isabelle down, Daniel was allowed to join since he didn't continuously ask us why we looked like the walking dead. I think he learned not to do that after what Vicky did to Isabelle during lunch hour two weeks ago.

(Flashback)

We were having our lunch, still choosing to be silent and not converse with anyone, until we heard the sound of a plate being placed next to us, as Isabelle sat next to us for the 6th time.

Isabelle: Come on, you guys, can I please-

Tom: No.

Isabelle: But you didn't let me-

Tom: We know what you're gonna say, and our answer will remain the same. No, you cannot, or ever, join our friend group.

Isabelle: (irritated) Okay, fine. But can you at least tell me why you're all acting like the newest emo group in this building!?

I could tell that Tom was about to scream at her, but instead, Vicky stood up and marched in front of Isabelle, getting everyone's attention.

Vicky: It's personal business, now piss off.