Red

Chapter Thirty Two

*Ivy's POV*

I still couldn't believe it. It was a letter from my mother who I lost to cancer when I was eight years old. How is this possible. I continued to read what it said.

Little rose bud, I know what has happened to your father also. I was happy that he protected you, but It broke my heart that we had to both leave you at such a young age.

I was glad to know that Ryan had taken you in and has treated you as his own. Instead of trying to kill you, or use you for evil purposes, which could have easily happened. He was still full of grief about his mate and cubs death, but I think all that changed when he saw you alone on the forest floor and crying holding on to your father. I guess he saw a little of himself when he saw you. Thats when you gave him a reason to keep living. You warmed his heart again, and filled it with love that he needed to keep living.

So dont give up just yet on our kind, there is still some good that needs protecting and your one of them. My little rose bud you have yet to blossom. So listen to your heart and your head, they will lead you and your wolf down the path you should take. So trust in yourself, and have courage, it will get easier for you I hope.

You have a strong will and have a hard head which you get from your father. But you get your sassyness, determination and kindness from me. So your strength comes from both of us. Never dought yourself, and keep your head up. Always remember, we are always with you in your heart, and are always watching over you.

Now, my little rose bud, you need to wipe those tears off your face, which I know you have right now and read what I have written carefully. What I tell you next is very important.

I couldn't believe what I was reading, she knew. But how? Ahhh, I have so many questions now. I feel as though my brain wants to explode. 'Ivy calm down, what else dose the letter say?' Crimson asks.

'Im almost afraid to keep reading, because of what might be in it.' I tell her.

'It will be ok im here with you remember, and im sure she wrote it to warn us about something.'

'Yeah, your right, but...' I look up at the sealing and take a few deep breaths to calm myself again. I honestly didnt know if I wanted to keep reading the letter or not. Crimson did have a point, she did write it to warn us about something I just hope its nothing bad. I took a deep breath again, Then went back to reading the letter.

Listen, the moon goddess came to me in a dream before I died and told me that you will need some guidance from me right now. She said she had left special paper on my night stand, and when I was done writing this letter to seal it in the envelop. Then there would be a messenger waiting for it at the window, and it will know when to deliver it to you. I didnt understand what she had ment at first, but when I woke up the paper, envelope, and a bird sitting on the window ledge was there.

She told me somethings you will need to know that may have happened, or is about to happen. I dont understand what she means by that but im sure you will be able to make since of it. After all, you are my daughter.

I laughed a little at the last part she said. So that explains how the letter got here and what I have read so far. But that still doesn't change the fact that im still a little scared of what the rest of the letter holds. I could tell that Crimson was getting a little antsy, because she started to pace back and forth in my head so I continued to read.

Firstly, the moon goddess said that you need to be weary of your mates parents at first. They have only good intentions, but might go about it the wrong way. Talk to them, and explain to them who you are and I think they will understand.