Red

Chapter Forty Six

*Ivy's POV*

There was this sad voice in my head talking to me threw a different kind of mindlink. It was muffled at first, but it was as if it was special but who was it? It sounded so familiar yet I cant remember! Damn it! As she continued to talk I could hear that her voice was almost broken. Did I mean that much to her? But why? Who is she?

Damn it! Damn it! Damn it! Why cant I remember her? Then there was a name that whispered threw my mind. Sprinkles, that name ran threw my head over and over again, and I mindlinked her back asking 'sprinkles?' I was unsure when I said it because I didnt want to give her false hope if it was her.

'You remember me?' She asked me in disbelief.

'Im sorry, I dont remember you just that name. Its like its important to me.'

'Oh....' she said softly.

'I wish I could remember I do believe me! I hate feeling like this and not knowing anything.' I said as a tear rolled down my face.

'Please dont cry,' she says softly.

'Who are you? Why are you so important to me? And why can I mindlink you and not anyone else but Ryan? Whats going on?' I asked quickly almost to the point of begging.

'Ivy calm down, my name is Sprinkles. I saved your life and in return you saved me and then I became part of your family. So im more like a sister to you. But im different than the others, the moon goddess granted us a way to communicate because of this difference. Thats how we can talk to each other.' She paused for a second then said 'since you lost your memories, you can only remember Ryan thats why you can only hear or mindlink him.'

'Where are you?' I asked curiously.

'Outside'

'Can I see you?'

'Are you sure? I dont want to scare you.'

'Please' I beg, but asked myself why she thought she would scare me.

'Ok im going to be jumping out of the tree.'

After she said this I looked out my window at the tree. My eyes widen at the giant white leopard that jumped down. I was expecting a wolf, not a leopard.

'Can I touch you?' I blurted out and my cheeks became red. I know that sounded wrong but something inside me was urging me to make contact with her. Like if I did I might remember something.

'Are you sure? I dont want to stress you out.' She said hesitantly

I nod my head and said 'just as long as you dont bite me.'

I herd her huff which made me giggle a little. Then I watched her slowly walk to the window and jump threw landing gracefully in my room without a sound.

My heart was beating faster the closer she got. It was wierd it wasnt out of fear, it was more out of curiosity and nervousness. 'You dont let people touch you do you?' Again I just blurted it out. What was wrong with me?

'No, your pretty much the only one I allow.' She said

'Beautiful' I whispered threw the mindlink.

She got closer to my bed and stopped, and I studied her for a moment. My heart is beating so fast it felt as if it was about to beat right out of my chest. When I started to lifted my hand, thats when I noticed that my hands where shaking.

I moved my left hand and started to reach out slowly towards her a little unsure. I was nervous, and I knew she knew. I had to ask myself, am I doing to right thing? And do I really want to do this? I hesitated and stopped moving my hand towards her.