Red

Chapter Thirty Three

*Ivy's POV*

My eyes slowly opened, I looked around the room and noticed I was still alone in my room. The sun was peeking threw the window still, so I knew I didnt sleep but for only a few hours. When I looked at my clock it read eleven o'clock am, so in truth it had only been three hours. But im not one to complain, sleep was sleep to me, and boy did I love my sleep.

I started to stretch, and I could feel every sore muscle I had. And it hurt like hell, so I figured a hot shower would help, so I got out of bed and headed to the bathroom.

After I showered I felt a hundred times better than I did. I got dressed in short black shorts, and a tight black tank top that said "pissed off" I chuckled a little bit because it really said how I feel. I mindlinked sprinkles saying 'hey, im awake now'

'Ok Ivy, then im gunna go get food. Call me if you need me.'

'Thanks for everything, and I will let you know.' Then cut the link.

My stomach growled at me reminding me that I haven't eaten anything yet today. I was hungry, but I didnt want to talk to any one so I grabbed my headphones and mp3 player. Put my headphones on and press play on my mp3 and it started to play 'What Doesn't Kill You' by Kelly Clarkson. How ironic, I laughed to myself, then walked out my door.

I could smell my mates sent, along with Ryan's, Scott's, Jason's, and Hunters parents halfway down the stairs. I turned up the music so I couldn't hear them if they tried to talk to me. Because in reality, I wasnt ready to talk to them. As I reached the living room I kept my head and eye's down and didn't acknowledge them. When I walked into the kitchen, I took a deep breath because that short walk was nurve racking.

When I looked up no one was in there, which I was happy about. When I looked around I saw sandwiches on the kitchen table, they were ham and cheese, my favorite, yum. I grabbed two of them and a bottle of water. I made my way out the kitchen door to the backyard. I sat down in the yard and started to eat. Thats when everything started to replay in my head of everything that has happened.

I could handle everything that has happened up until now, well kind of. What threw me for a loop was the letter. How was I supposed to tell them what some of it said and have them believe me when I have no proof. It disappeared when I was done reading it.

I sighed deeply, I thought what the hell am I going to do. Everyone either wants me dead, says they love me or is in love with me, or doesn't want me at all. I sighed deeply again, everything is so messed up right now.

When I finished eating and drinking my water, I laidback into the grass and closed my eyes. I took my headphones off and turned my mp3 off, then set them beside me. I listened to the sounds around me, it was funny how when im alone, I never feel alone.

Ever since I came out of my room I felt as if I was being watched. I didnt care, because I knew they were there. I want to go for a run now but I dont want to go alone, I dont know why but I wanted my mates to run with me.

So I stood up, stretched, then shifted. I kept my mind blocked so noone could mindlink me, I howled for my mates then took off running to the forest.

*Hunters POV*

We were all sitting in the living room when she came down. I wanted to run up to her and hold her in my arms when she came into the room, and by the looks of it so did Chris and Leo. We watched her walk threw the room looking down with her headphones on, she acted like we weren't even there. My wolf whimpered, and so did Chris and Leo's.

I herd her walk out the kitchen door so I walked in and watched her from the window as she sat and began to eat in the backyard. "What are we going to do? She looks so broken, and I hate that." I asked Chris and Leo.