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Liliana
Since last night’s encounter with Jungkook, I haven’t slept. I was squirming under the blanket while clenching my thighs together and my cheeks were burning due to both embarrassment and shyness as well as in anger and I was so flushed. This is so wrong yet so delicate feelings of my heart, also something that feels right.
Jungkook makes sure to make me vulnerable and take me under his mercy, yet, it feels—I don't know, exciting? Ugh, I’m going insane. Even now, I’m trying to focus on preparing myself for school and God knows what trouble is waiting for me today. Spreading some soft perfume on my wrist and my neck, something that catches my attention.
Oh no.
The reddish-purplish mark.
He did that. Last night. He was sucking my skin as if he wanted to memorize my scent and my skin.I have never experienced something like this before. Never. This feels—I don’t even know what it calls and how should I define it, which category I’ll select to consider these emotions.
I quickly put some foundation to cover up the mark and I hear a soft knock on my door. I know it’s Chaaerin. She’s the only person who comes to my room to check on me. Other than that, there’s no one who comes to my room, because—they don’t care. My Mum is busy grooming me because I’m her next target to marry me off to the eligible bachelor in this city after she’s done with Chaerin because I'm the youngest.
And the most sufferer.
“Little Candy—” My sister’s cheerful voice echoes and I smile brightly when our eyes lock through the mirror. I’m wearing my formal outfit, a white plain shirt with black formal pants, black overcoat, pitch black high heels and some matching accessories, my hair opening up as usual as they’re short, I don’t bother to do anything with them. Just opening up them suits me.
My sister places a plate of some Korean dishes like rice cakes, instant ramen and I know she just made them a while ago just for me and hid them from everyone. “Mum wouldn’t find out, eat them before you go out for school, okay? Don’t need to follow Mum’s order, you’re perfect.” She says with a small smile and I smile back.
“I’m okay, Chae, see. I’ll be alright even if Mum doesn’t let me eat.” I sigh and her face twists. “Lil, you need to eat, you know? You can’t just skip meals for our mother because she thinks that you’re not perfect but the fact is—you are.” She says and my chest tightens. “Thank you, Chae. To understand it. I still feel like I need to lose weight.” I sigh and she tilts her head side to side.
“You don’t have to, trust me. You’ve got the body goal which almost every girl wants, are you even aware of it? Girl, look at that tiny waist and flat stomach, the thick thighs and big breasts, with that slim face with natural freckles. Your skin is so shiny and the brightest brown skin you have got. This is called body goals, you know that?” She says and I tug my lower lip between my lips.
