𝑺𝒊𝒏𝒇𝒖𝒍 𝑶𝒃𝒔𝒆𝒔𝒔𝒊𝒐𝒏 ✔

Chapter 62[21+]

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Liliana 

“Would you forgive me if I beg you to come back to my life, flower?”

Jungkook's voice rings in my ear like he's singing some kind of lullaby as I'm feeling so dizzy right now. Did I hear that right? I keep staring at him until he clutches my hand and slowly bends down and sits on his knees in front of me while his eyes never leave mine and I can see the sincerity in his whiskey eyes. My breath hitches as I place my knuckle on his forehead and he stays like that for a while.

Did he just go on his knees for me? It’s not like he never went knees for me but this is something so surreal. I have never imagined Jeon Jungkook would go to the knees for someone to ask forgiveness. This is too much to consume at once. His eyes never leave mine as he stares at me like that for a while, his eyes full of sincerity and that’s all I need. 

I don’t want Jungkook to hide anything from me, we can fight against all the odds together but if he keeps hiding his sufferings from me, it will be difficult for me to reciprocate. He takes my palm on his cheek as he leans against my palm as he continues to stare at me like that, like he would do anything until he’s forgiven and I take a deep breath. 

“I’m so fucking sorry for what I did, I should have thought about your feelings for me, whereas  you had been loving me even though I don’t respond like a normal human being, despite being a toxic asshole, maipulative bastard, oveprotective jerk, you never failed to express your true feelings but all I did is—hiding. And I’m so fucking sorry for that,” He says as he kisses onto my palm without taking is eyes off me.

Tears accumulate in the corner of my eyes and my heart becomes so heavy as if someone is clutching it tightly and it’s hard to breathe now.

“Lili, I don’t wanna lose you and I’m willing to do anything to keep you with me, just don’t tell me to leave you because I can’t. I would rather bleed to death than let you go.” He says and a tear escapes from my eye and I'm unsure how to express my feelings and how to answer him. So, I go on my knees just like Jungkook and face him.

I legit see him taking a hard gulp as his Adam's apple bobs up and down violently. I lean close as I clutch his cheek gently while rubbing my thumb pad on his cheekbone gently, he stares at my eyes deeply. Maybe I reacted too much earlier, probably I would have reacted worse than he did, probably I would have been planning to murder the desired person for whom I lost the father of my daughter, it’s understandable and I should understand this.

Him. His situation. Imagine a guy who has a kid but was deprived of his right to see her just because someone pulled a nasty game that snatched a life, created a misunderstanding between two brothers, and created confusion about me, the one who fell in love with a devil without even wanting.