Brunette Bitch (beeduo high school AU)

Forgiveness

(New lovejoy album babyyyyy)

Ranoob pov:

The bell rung and Stace and I went off on our separate ways. Her locker was in a different hallway then mine but it was okay because Tubbo's locker was no where near mine. I wouldn't have to face him alone. I walked to my locker which was pretty close to homeroom and memories flashed in my head. This is where we first met. Man, I remember that. I was too nervous to actually respond to him that day. What a day. I got to my locker and got all of my stuff. Binders, books, notebooks, pencil case, and my textbooks. I also got my water bottle. I walked in and sat at my seat by the window. When class started I just stared out the window. When class ended I still stared out the window. I was deep in thought. How am I to apologize to Tubbo? Apologize about what? You may ask. I don't know. But he was really mad at me the other day, so I guess I must have done something wrong, so. I sighed and got out of my chair. I am not ready for this. Goddammit, I sit next to him next period too. Fuckkkkkkkkk.

Bee pov:

Oh boy, second period. I have to see Ran. I have to apologize to Ran. I have to, have to, have to. This sucks. How am I to do it??? I held my breath as I walked to my second period. I opened the door and closed my eyes in anticipation. I opened them. He wasn't there yet. Phew. I finally let out the breath I was holding and got to my desk. I placed my things inside of it and let my head fall back. This is either gonna be really embarrassing or really reliving. I heard a light thump next to me. I exhaled. This is gonna be really bad. I brought my head back up and opened my mouth thinking 'here goes nothing' but when I was about to go off, the teacher started talking about an upcoming test. Better do it later than. I looked over at Ranboo and I made eye contact. He quickly looked away, and even though the rest of my body was begging me to look away, my eyes lingered a little longer. I think he noticed because his ears turned red. Wait, why did they turn red? What the fuck? Whatever, probably because kids are probably staring at us. And sure enough, some kids were looking at us weirdly. It didn't matter because god, he looked so hot right now. My cheeks burned red and he looked at my face from out of the corner of his eye. I forgot I was even at class because I felt like I was on a cloud. And not just any cloud. His sheer looks alone were keeping me on cloud nine. I was staring at him with my hands under my chin. I didn't even try to hide my loving gaze. I couldn't even bother. I was too encapsulated by his looks to think about anything else, the teacher, the apology, the kids that were probably staring at us, my reputation. I felt untouchable in this moment, with Ranboo acting as my guardian angel, even if we weren't on the best of terms.

Class ended and I walked out as quickly as possible. I didn't want to face him yet. I could do it at lunch anyways. I walked to third period and waited. I thought I was gonna be bored out of my mind, but instead I decided to think of what to say to him. Lunch was next, so that also meant the apology was next. Once the period was through, I got to my locker and got my lunch. A grilled cheese, an apple, water, and a bag of potato crisps. It was standard and a tad American, but Tommy will care more than I would, so I really didn't care. I got to the full cafeteria and coincidently the only table that wasn't full was ours. I sat and set my food out and I heard someone behind me. Well, more like two someones. Drista and Ranboo. I turned their way and he saw me and stopped in his tracks. Drista looked at him confused until she looked at what he was looking at. Her eyes shifted to a weird look and her eyes darted between me and him. Her eyes had this look, they looked happy, reassuring, but I didn't know what it meant. Despite my nervousness, I got up and said to Drista, "Can I talk to him alone?". She said 'of course' and flashed him this smirk that I couldn't understand the meaning of. She ushered us to the side and walked off all with a smile on her face. It creeped me out but I didn't say anything about it. We were in an unused classroom now.

"Hey," I said.

"Hey," He repeated. He looked nervous. I don't know why. He looked like he was searching for something in his mind. I don't know why. He walked over closer to me and he blushed. I don't know why. I don't know why he blushed harder when I felt my cheeks heat up as well but it happened. It all happened fast. Faster than I could comprehend. He looked like he had had an aha-moment. I looked into his eyes. He looked into mine.

"I'm sorry," He said. But I still don't know why. He did nothing wrong. I was the one who needed to apologize, but I still couldn't muster the words and courage to do anything about it.

"For what?" I asked. The words seemed lost in the air conditioning of the classroom but I didn't mind, because at least I was no longer lost. I found my courage and I planned to put it to good use.

"For something. You seemed so mad at me, I just... I... what did I do?" He said. He broke our eye contact that somehow felt intimate, and also somehow warm. I know I just said I wasn't lost, but I got lost again. I got lost in his eyes. The beautiful hues, the slight gimmer in them, the way they made my stomach do backflips. But I ignored it. I needed to stay focused.

"Boo, you don't... you don't have to be sorry. I'm the one who has to be sorry. And I am sorry. I'm so so so so so so sorry." I said. I finally let it out. It helped me feel a lot better. But apparently that's not the only thing that came out. (me) (no i actually didn't) a big stream of tears fell from my eyes. They came out slowly at first, one by one by one. But soon they were like rivers. Pouring out like there was no tomorrow. I was soon comforted by two warm hands and soft cloth rubbing up against my tear stained face. It was comforting, even more so when I remembered who was doing it. Ranboo. He forgives me. At least I think so. When I was done he lifted my head and dried my eyes.

"Sh, sh it's okay Tubs. I got you." He said with a warm and fuzzy tone. It trapped me in the tone like a fuzzy blanket on a rainy day. It flowed through my body like hot coco on a winter's day. It filled me with joy like a nice day with your family. And it was better than I thought it would be. Yes, I have cuddled with him, but this is different... somehow.

"I forgive you bee," He affirmed.

"B-Bee?"

"Your nickname remember?"

"O-oh," I laughed and stuffed my face back into his clothes. They smelled freshly washed and it was amazing.

"Well, Boo. If that's what you want," I said playfully.

"That's exactly what I want." He replied. He wrapped his arms around me once more in a way my face was in the crook of his neck. His jacket was soft. His breath was hot and the way he made me feel was even hotter. And it felt sexier.

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hulloooooo i think this chapter is good, the best so far. and i think they are going to continue to get better. anyways luv you guyssss byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

also did you listen to the new lovejoy album???? i love it. my fave song is warsaw.