Brunette Bitch (beeduo high school AU)

Late

Toiboi pov:

My head shot up and I saw Ranboo, a blurry Ranboo. Why was he blurry? My hands flew up to make sure my eyes were working right. Nothing was there except tears? Was it all a dream? My crappy confession? Me in the bathroom? I looked around. Nope. Still on the bathroom floor.

"Bee, you fell asleep. Are you feeling okay? If-If you don't you can skip school." It was a dream? It was a dream. It was a dream! I didn't confess to him! Wait, fuck I didn't confess to him I have to do it soon. Everything is good until it isn't I guess.

"I'm fine, just shaken up by...her," I said with a hiss.

"Oh yeah, I'm sorry about that by the way," He smiled down at me. He looked down at his watch.

"Holy Schrap, we have 10 minutes!" He said with no hesitation whatsoever. (wtf is schrap) We both got up and sped getting ready. He left so I could change. I changed into a sweater and jean shorts. It looked cute. I wonder what Ran would think about it.

I walked out the door to Ranboo Hastily packing our bags. He took one look at me a blushed a deep red. His eyes lingered a little longer on me until he snapped his head back to our stuff, still red. Despite the fact we needed to leave and get to school in 7 minutes, I decided to tease him.

"What 'cha lookin' at boo?" I said, cleverly adding in his nickname to make him even more flustered. He hid his face from me and said under his breath, "you..."

"What did you say? I couldn't really hear it," I said with a cheeky smile.

"You! I-I like your outfit," He said his voice trailing off.

"Well, Mr. Flustered, I think you look sexy as well." I winked at him even though he couldn't see it and walked into the kitchen to fill our water bottles. He came into the kitchen with leftover red on his cheeks and said, "Let's go, we have 4 minutes to get there," He said with a huff. We sprinted out the door after he gave he my backpack and we got to school as soon as the tardy bell rung. Fuck.

After first period and being told off for being late, We reunited at second period. We had a small chat completely brushing off the events of this morning. Soon it was lunch time and a certain someone was there. Her. Ranboo and that bitch of a girl were talking. And Ranboo was red. Yes, he did kiss me in my 'sleep'. But it was on the forehead, and all friends do that. Right!?! It was just a friendly, platonic action! Right!?!

Ⓡ𝓪𝓷𝔟Ⓞⓞ pov:

"You think, you'd come early to hang out with your bestfriend who has been gone for a week! But nOoOOoooO!" Aimsey jokes.

"Sorry, sorry it's just, I was with Tubbo," I whisper the last part even though no one would care anyways. We're just friends. All friends hangout with each other. It's no secret! There is nothing going on between us. Nothing at all. It's only one sided after all.

"OooOOooHhh Spill the tea!"

"It's nothing." I say. "All we did was cuddle and flirt," Aimsey gets this look and I know what she's thinking.

"Platonically!" I corrected her.

"Totally. I believe you," I sigh and give an overall summary of the weeks events.

"Dude. Just confess." She says. "He definitely loves you.

"But it's not that easyyyyyyyyyy,"

"What if it's only infatuation, what if he's faking it?"

"Dude he's your soulmate, just do it man," I sigh. I know she's right but I just don't know how. I want to I want to be able to openly tell him I love him. To openly be able to kiss him, but fear of rejection, or hatred it scares me. If he doesn't like me back, then he'll be gone. If I don't tell him, we'll still be friends. I would still be able to talk to him, to joke with him. I'd much rather keep my true feelings concealed than have him fully cut out from my life. Even if that means my love being unrequited for, well, forever.

814 words

hi its kinda short because i'm listening to hamilton and i'm trying to write and sing all at the same time. it's hard. also i got a blåhaj yesterday :) we are now besties:) anyways bye!

ps: holy shit 706 reads thank you also happy memorial day if you celebrate it

pss: I made a playlist on my spotify for this book. my spotify is salamari2 it's called 'brunette b^^^ vbs'
(My first one is •◉✿ salamari_ ✿◉•) like got signed out and i cant rember the email,so I lost it and 3,800 liked songs :'))