Ranboo pov:
I'd assume he's already gone. So wouldn't it be better to just kill myself too?
I'd assume he's left because he was promised paradise. Will I get that too?
I'd assume killers don't get special treatment.
Or maybe...
Just maybe,
I've already died?
Is this purgatory?
I've never been too Christian, but is this where I am? Waiting for someone to pray for a murderer? To let me be free to get salvation? I'll be here a while.
If I've already died, then what if I'm in hell right now? And everything that's happened to me was just God playing tricks? (naw dawg my homie big j would never)
If this is just what I get for being the world's worst boyfriend, then maybe it's justified, but god, Oliver was brutal.
I can't even say his name.
But if I'm already dead, wouldn't that mean I can't kill myself?
I'd assume if I was dead right now, then I actually do have infinite stamina?
Can I do immoral things?
Rob a bank?
Shot a man?
Assault and Battery?
Ki-
No.
No. No. No.
Get your head out of there.
What is wrong with you.
I know you're going insane but- this is a new low.
And I'd assume I'm not even dead.
Clearly not yet at least.
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Brunette Bitch (beeduo high school AU)
FanfictionWhen Ranboo bumps into Tubbo, they start noticing each other more and more in their classes. Then comes a little twist. :) Contains: fluff, cussing, angst, cringe writing, suicide, slight insanity, no beta (the begining is written badly but it gets...
