Brunette Bitch (beeduo high school AU)

Six Seconds in heaven

𝕥𝕦𝕕𝕕𝕠 pov: (tuddo is a joke me and my friend had but sadly they moved away )

All my clothes were in a bag in my lap as we drove home. After lunch we had gone to several more stores. Ranboo did buy himself somethings, but I don't think they were for him. It was some "feminine" clothing. Not saying that boys can't wear skirts! No! It was just that they were wayyyyyyyyy too small for his waist. It was white and pleated. It had red lace at the bottom and undershorts. It had small white bows on either side of the waist band and a fake corset lace in the middle. The bows were such a small yet beautiful detail that really brought it together. It was really cute- and small. Who is it for? And why does it give me this weird feeling in my stomach. Like a blackhole of hate sucking me in from the inside. Out of... anger? I asked him who it was for.

"Hey boo, who is that for?" I said it sharper than I had intended and I felt sorry for him, but I don't really care. I just need this acidic feeling to go away.

"O-oh it's for my friend. She's turning 17 Monday."(imagine having your birthday on a monday)

"Hmm... On a completely unrelated note, when's your birthday." I said this with the intention of using the hoodie as a gift.

"Oh, um... next Saturday. Why?" (my birthday is soon too!) (also for the sake of the story just pretend that his birthday isn't november 2) He asks. Holy shit that's soon.

"HOLY SHIT THAT'S SOON!" I thought I said it in my mind but I guess not. His left  hand flew up to his ear to cover the one closer to me. (ew british cars with their goddamn left driver seats.

"sorry, sorry. It's just, that's so soon! We have to prepare!" I exclaim.

"No, we don't." He said pulling into my house's parking lot.

"Yes we do! 18 is important!" I yelped. Not too loud though, I don't want to scare him anymore than I already did.

"Tubbo." He looked into my eyes and put his hand on my wrists to calm me down. But all it did was make me more flustered. Aka The opposite of calming me down! "Just being with you is enough." He smiled. I flushed red at the notion and stared right back into his eyes. The sun was down, but my hopes were high. He was gazing into my eyes with this look. A look that made my heart race faster than you can blink. His hands moved from my wrists and moved to my hands. He interlocked our fingers all without looking away. There were stars in his eyes and a longing for something.

Does he actually like me?!? No way! That kiss from before was platonic. Him saying 'I love you was platonic'! All of our cuddling was platonic.

He pulled me closer.
Slowly.
He blinked.
Slowly.

Everything was too slow. It was killing me. I couldn't take it any longer. I grasped his shoulders and pulled him to me. His arms went around my waist and I went in. I went in for the kiss. And he kissed back. And it was great. It was wonderful. It was like a gentle waltz. His perfectly soft lips. And the was his arms were hugging me like a pillow let me know he was loving this. He moved his right hand up to gently pull strands of my hair. Heaven. I am in heaven. It was as if he knew exactly what to do and how to do it. Him slowly pulling my hair. My closed eyes. I wrapped my hands around his neck and held mine together, stopping him from escaping. His lips moved in sync with mine. It was slow, but this time I liked it being slow. I liked the movement. I liked our position. And I loved how I was doing it with him.

He pulled away after maybe...6 seconds? And he was red. He made eye contact with me once more and smiled. A dazzling smile. A smile that confirmed all my dreams and questions.

"that was... something." He said smiling and still looking at me. We were completely detached. Are desperate arms away from one another.

"talk about it," I said retuning the smile. I got up after a while to grab the things in the back and he followed me. He came up behind me and grabbed bags. We walked into the house together and put the bags down. I sat on the couch and looked up at my minimalistic clock that sat above the TV.

It was 6:38. I'm not too hungry. Not so sure about Boo though. I sat on my L shaped sofa, my head right were the 'L' bends to form a right angle. I smiled as Boo came up to me and laid by my chest. He stuffed his face into my chest and snaked his arms around me and connected them where they met encasing me. He inhaled and it tickled me, but I had to stifle any laughter. He was being clingy. I sighed. I pulled myself down so his face was in my neck and my chin was in his hair. It smelled like lavender. I smiled when his wrapped his legs around mine. He was probably in a ball shape to accommodate for our height difference. This was a beautiful night. I smiled and I fell into a nice sleep.

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it finally happened!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dont know if it is realistic bc i have never kissed anyone but idk