Brunette Bitch (beeduo high school AU)

Memos and Misery

This does include the f slur so sorry about that

ʀǟռɮօօ pov:

Since it was Friday, Ma let me have an extended stay. Her text read,

"Yes, you can hang out with him... as long as you use protection ;)"

I shouldn't have told her about Tubbo. I knew this would happen. It was on the walk home when I told Tubbo, "I can stay until Saturday Tubbo,"

"1whole day I get with you... alone," He said. I don't know what he was implying but I really hope it was how I thought it was. I really hope he was insinuating that we were going to be alone. Together. Alone. No one else. Just us. He's giving me hope of requited feelings. Is this false hope?

"What's that supposed to mean..?" I said trailing off and locking eyes with him. He stopped walking and I followed suit.

"I get to be with you. One on one. No one else bothering us or looking at us weird. We are free to do whatever. We. Want." He said this with devious intentions. He smirked at me and he picked up the pace. What I think he was hinting towards was something a little more than platonic. I hope.

"I, I'd like that." I said smiling back at him. And I didn't even stutter this time! Hell yeah! Confidence baby! He flushed red confirming my theories.

We got to his house and saw a mysterious note in the kitchen. Well, 2 notes. One had scratchy handwriting. The other parallel to it had writing that looked as though it belonged to a little girl. It had hearts dotting the "i's" and curvy -a little wiggly I will add- cursive. The cursive one read said,

Hey Toby! Teegan and I are going to a friends for a sleepover. We're staying 'til Monday. Dad is dropping us off and is going to go on a business trip until Wednesday. No one is going to be home, so you have to lock the doors and windows.  And use protection with your boyfriend ;).

looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooovvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, Lani <3

ps: say hi to ranboo for me

We both blushed at the note and smiled. Tubbo put it into his pocket for safe keeping perhaps and looked at the second, less neat message. I frowned at who it was from.

Dear Toby. (Bitch ass homo mom dont even have good grammar) (I mean I dont either but...)

I will not stand having a f@g for a son, so I am leaving. I will not come back for a long time. Tell Lani and Teegan that I love them. And I hope they stay straight. I hope your Dad misses me and he knows he will have full custody of you if it comes to a divorce. I don't want to ever see you, Toby, ever again. This is what you get for being gay. Goodbye.

-Mother

I saw that the note was already crumpled. I guess Lani saw it. I snatched it off the counter before Tubbo could finish reading it. I already saw there tears forming in his eyes.

"H-hey Tubbo, it's okay," I said trying my best to stay confident and comforting.

"S-she d-doesn't love me!" He cried. He sniffed and tears were gushing out of his eyes. I picked him up bridal style and put him onto his couch. I gave him a gray fuzzy blanket and got a glass of water for him.

"It's okay bee," I affirmed. "She doesn't deserve you anyways." I got under the blanket with him and he got onto my lap and stuffed his face in between my shoulders and the couch. He cried into my shoulder. I could tell because of the wet cloth sticking to my shoulder blades.

"B-but she was my mom. She cared for me before she knew..." He wailed. He was hugging me really tightly. I put my finger under his chin and wiped his miserable tears away.

"You want to listen to music?" I said. I had a few songs in mind but they were kinda sad. I just wanted to keep his mind off his mom.

"Sure," He got through the sniffs and the sniveling.

"What do you want to listen to?" I asked smiling to remind him of happier things. His tear struck face was just heart breaking and I couldn't stand to see it any longer. I pulled out my phone and earbuds and opened Spotify.

"Can we listen to that song you played?" He smiled. "The night before she left?"

"Of course," I confirmed. I searched up "Lover (Take me to the moon)" And gave him the right earbud.

"I like this song," He smiled wide and shoved his face into my upper half.

He drifted off into a small sleep but I couldn't. Too much was on my mind. After a few minutes of him sleeping I went onto twitter. Half a hour passed and I needed to wake him up. We can't waste the entire day moping around!

"bee, wake up," I implored him. He looked up at me and blinked.

"whyyyyy???" He was feeling better. I could hear it in his voice. He wasn't crying, but his eyes were still red and puffy.

I smiled down at him. He looked at me with a gorgeous smile and got up. I guess he forgot all about before.

"Booooooooooo We have to do something! Up and at 'em boobboy!" He said using Tommy's limited vocabulary. He looked at me with a smile anticipation and excitement.

"Mall?" I ask.

"YES YES YES YES YES YES" His excitement was contagious and it gave me a wide smile.

"I LITERALLY LOVE YOU RIGHT NOW!"  He screamed. I flushed red. Top to bottom, my entire body was red and hot, and it was radiating off my body. His excitement blinded him and he didn't see me smiling like a dork on his living room couch. But surely it wasn't romantic, surely it had no romantic undertones. Surely not, He only meant it as a friend. He's only saying this because I'm taking him to the mall. This is all a platonic facade. I frowned. This is painful. Love is painful.

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hey! i was going to make this longer, but its getting late, so im probably going tog ive another update tomorrow if possible. bye for now!