Brunette Bitch (beeduo high school AU)

streak

Ranboo pov:

"Hey Ranboo? You're parents came for a visit."

"Oh."

"Do you want to see them?"

"Uh-"

"Is that a no?"

No, it isn't a no lady. Don't you know I love my parents with all my heart? Don't you know I would die for them? I will die for them?  
...
once I get out of the endless white corridors.

i will.

Going back to the moment they came and visited me, I felt like someone who ghosts someone. After being all excited to go on a date with someone, you go through all this getting ready, all for them to blow you off while you do a walk of shame and embarrassment. But what they don't know is that life is trial and error. Everyone who watches you leave the restaurant in shame isn't pointing and laughing at you. They're not judging you. To be honest, most of them know how you feel. They feel sorry. So to Mom and Ma, you may call me anything you want. A jerk, a stupid idiot, a dumb bitch. But just so you know, the workers aren't laughing at you. And I'm not ghosting you.

Nikki's pov:

Oh my god I'm such a jerk. I'm a stupid idiot, a dumb bitch. I'm such a blunder. I don't know what Addie sees in me.  

Addie's pov:

Nikki's freaking out and I am too.

"Showing emotions shows weakness."

No.

"Crying is for babies, grow up."

No.

"Stop being immature."

No!

"Stop getting so emotional. God, you're such a little baby."

NO!

"Awww, does little baby need a-"

STOP.

I-I thought I was done with this! I thought I was done with them. Their snide remarks, their backtalk, their disapproving smirks.

They  were bad parents! I'm not a bad parent! It's them, it's them, them, them!

I  am doing good! They're the ones who can't be good people, who can't keep up with themselves!

Please, please, please!  I really am not that bad! Right?

Right?!

Nikki places her hand on mine, kisses my forehead, and taps my shoulder.

"Addie, it's okay. Just breathe with me. In one, two, three, out one, two, three."

"Are you okay?"

"I'm here, you know that."

"I-I- N-Nikki, I heard him, he-he was laughing at me, and-" In one, two, three. Out one, two, three. "D... dad, was in my head, and he was laughing at me, and making fun of me, and calling me names and-"

She kissed me to make me shut up, and honestly I'm so glad she did because if she didn't I probably would've been ugly crying.

"But Addie! Daddy said crying is bad! So why are youw? Are youw badddd?"

"No. Andie, Dad's a liar, but don't tell him I told you that, You might get older than me."

"What? But I was borwn after youw" Andie spoke to me in the way that all toddlers speak. With a little accent that isn't due to living in a certain region.

"You'll get it one day Andie, but don't go blabbering to Daddy about it okay?"

"Pinky swear?" I added faintly.

"Pinky swear." She agreed firmly.

Although I vowed to never think of Andie right now, I also vowed to my father I would never cry. So I guess I'm just on a streak now.

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mom lore !!