Klamille Drabbles

Tough inside broken outside 🥹

He has been watching her all the day, pretending to be strong and courageous, which consumes a lot of her peace.. For the first time he feels helpless.. He wants to burn the world and he can't, as for her sake he must hold on and not break.. Who should do, possesses the courage of what increases his fascination over her.. proves to his heart he was right in making her the lady of his dreams.. Isn't it unfair that life robs him of every opportunity for happiness and salvation? Isn't he entitled to some happiness after all this suffering? Or is it simply the karma of his actions haunting him? Is there no miracle to keep the woman he loved with his heart, mind, soul and all his senses?

Apparently, there was no miracle.. He consumed his shares of miracles in his daughter.. And here he is inside her mind trying to reduce her pain and granting her and himself the date which postponed for more than it should.. During this date he was trying to give her at last happy moments with him.. While she was doing what she always did, giving him advice, trying to prevent him from causing severe harm to himself, his family members, and most importantly his daughter and preparing him for his upcoming loss represented in her, believing it would be a loss he would quickly overcome.. Unaware the pain of losing her would stick to his heart forever.

Finally, the moment he knew was coming came.. With a broken heart, he watched her break when she knew she was going forever.. She wept in his hands, expressing her terror at what was coming by saying "I wanted to be brave.. I wanted to handle  this with dignity.. but I can't.. I don't want to go.. I'm so scared"

Finally, he allowed himself to break, holding her hand firmly in his hands, kneeling beside the bed, giving his eyes its right to mourn the one whose heart loved, by shedding hot, silent tears.. Despite his firmness in front of her and reassuring her with courage, left him in the real world "I am here.. I am here"

He apologized to her with his heart for his failure to protect her.. For the moments he wasted with her because of his cowardice towards love.. In the end he was broken on the outside and tough on the inside just for her.. So that she would spend her last moments in peace.. Leaving his world forever, but forever alive inside his heart.. Her love won't die inside his heart, even after millions of years.. She is the lady he waited for hundreds of years without knowing and lost her as soon as he found her.