Klamille Drabbles

Painful nostalgia🥹

It was his last day in the life of eternity.. Which he suddenly discovered how exhausting and a curse it is, not a blessing as he thought in the past.. His loss of a lot of time from his daughter's life.. The inability to be next to her despite having all the time in the world.. And above the loss of his daughter he lost the lady he had waited for hundreds of years and thousands of hours.. Sadness piled on his shoulders like a heavy mountain.. Perhaps in his death there was a small hope he would find peace.. His thoughts were interrupted by the appearance of Caroline Forbes Salvatore, demanding a tour he had promised her many years ago.. He sighed heavily and  responded to her request.

His heart expanded harshly inside his chest as he recognized the place around him.. It is the painting square where he met Camille for the first time.. He frowned sadly for a moment, then his features softened little by little.. He found his tongue slipping, informing Caroline of his first meeting with Camille.. The memory was alive in his mind as well as if it had occurred yesterday... His angry exit from Marcel's party... The painter who caught his attention, then she was the one who completely captured his attention... Her description that touched his soul, tickled it and made it feel alive after the coldness of hundreds of years... Why did he find her so late!! And why did he lose her so quickly!! God, he didn't spend enough time with her at all.. And she was the one whom he wanted to spend his eternity with but all he had just a few years.. Wouldn't life ever do justice to him!!

He found himself describing her in simple words, but it was completely true.

Beautiful!! Indeed, she was beautiful, and the beauty of her heart and soul sometimes overshadowed her outer beauty.. She was very beautiful outside and had pure beauty inside.. Green eyes carried the peace and shade that trees provide to the world.. She was like the emerald that shines in her eyes, very valuable and precious.. Her golden hair shines like gold.. How much he loved her with that short hair.. And pure white skin like everything in her.

Intelligent !! Wasn't she the one who was finding her way in every situation she found herself in!! Wasn't she the one who danced around his compulsion!! Wasn't she the one who discovered that someone was messing with her mind!! Wasn't she the one who managed to trick him and break his neck when she was still a new vampire!! Isn't she the one who overcame Aurora's strength with her intelligence!!

Fierce!! Wasn't she the one who rejected with all her might the crime they attached to her brother!! Yes, she accepted he killed, but she wanted the reasons behind this crime.. She bravely stood up to him and everyone who wanted to harm her.. She faced him, Mikael, Esther and Lucian, and she faced death with all courage.. If she wasn't the fierce and brave as he called her before, then who would be?

With a heart bigger than the sun!! If she didn't have a heart bigger than the sun and the whole universe, she wouldn't love him!! She loved him with all his crimes and iniquities because her pure heart allowed her to see behind the mask the world saw him through.

Then he took Caroline to the bar he used to go to.. He looked behind the table where she was serving drinks. . For a brief moment, he saw her standing behind it, waiting for him with a bright smile.. He closed his eyes in confusion, then opened them again to find a beautiful brunette waitress in front of him.. He ordered their drinks and sat looking around him.. In this bar, they talked together and he told her what was in his heart.. In this bar, they danced together and he ran away.. In this bar he entrusted her with his daughter and left her in her care and protection.. In this bar they quarreled and he showed his jealousy over her.. In this bar he told her he would find her no matter the way.. In this bar he almost kissed her several times, cowardly restrain himself every time.. He told Caroline, he would take her on a tour of the most beloved places to his heart.. And he ended up taking her to the places that hold his dearest memories.. Today life taught him a new lesson.. The most painful nostalgia are nostalgia in moments of despair.