stefanielle/marina one-shots

gorgeous

tw: body insecurities

Stefania and I are sitting on the couch after dinner. I've recently noticed some changes in stef as she has been eating less at meals and we haven't been intimate for weeks. I can tell she's insecure without here even needing to mention it to me.

I know she loves to be close to me so I decided to ask if she wanted to get in the hot tub for a bit before bed. "Uhh, I- I guess" she responds hesitantly. I stand up and hold my hands out to help her off the couch. She grabs my hands before standing up herself. I keep hold of one of her hands as I walk with her back towards our room.

"Do you want to put on bathing suits or just wear some t-shirts" I asked softly, not wanting to make her uncomfortable. "Bathing suits are fine" she responded although I could tell it was forced. She was trying to make sure I wouldn't suspect anything.

She went into the bathroom to change and I stayed in our room. After a few minutes she made her way out of the bathroom avoiding eye contact holding a hand over her stomach. My heart broke seeing her uncomfortable with her body.

I slowly moved her hand away as she looked at the floor. "You are so beautiful my love." I said as I stood infront of her. She blushed slightly as I used my index finger to raise her head to look at me.

We made eye contact and she gave me a soft kiss on my lips. I think she knows that I know that she knows what's going on but I'm trying to avoid a conversation about it. I have just been so busy recently and haven't gotten around to taking care of myself as much.

She led me to the back porch where the hot tub was. She dropped my hand for a few moments to turn on the bubbles and get into the hot tub. I followed her in and sat near her on one of the benches.

"Come here baby" I said softly as I pulled her onto my lap facing me. I placed my hands on either of her hips, tensing up as I did so. "Hey love, you can relax. I've got you" I say trying to capture her attention.

Tears immediately started to fill her eyes as she blinked to try to get them to disappear. "You are so gorgeous, inside and out, every single part of you. I need you to know that" I say while looking into her brown orbs. "Your hair is so long and always falls perfectly on your shoulders. You beautiful eyes always sparkling with happiness. Your lips are pretty and full ready to receive all the kisses I want to give you for the rest of our lives." I say while I trace my fingers over her body.

"Your beautiful boobs, so full and perfect, i'm never able to keep my eyes off of them. Your stomach which holds food that keeps you alive and healthy. Your long beautiful legs that look just like a models. You are stunning baby, I don't ever want you to be uncomfortable in your body. You are perfect no matter what and I love you so much" I add still looking into her eyes.

"Thank you bambina" I say as I rest my head on her shoulder with my body still facing hers. "I just- I don't know" I try to continue not knowing what to say. "You don't have to talk my love. It's okay" she adds. "Ti amo" I whisper.

We sit in the hot tub for a bit longer before stefania sits up and kisses my lips. She leans in and continues to kiss down my neck. "Are you sure?" I ask as I breathe out heavily. "Yes bella" she responds in between kisses smiling.

Stefania stands me up and we follow each other into the bedroom in a tangled mess. Kisses and heavy breathing continues.

She unties the back of my swimsuit and slips it off as I do the same for her. She also pulls down my bikini bottoms while pushing me backwards onto our bed. She holds herself above me slowly kissing down my neck as electricity shoots through my body to my core.

a/n: Sorry about ending it and also for how short it was but I might post a chapter later this week. Also if you have any suggestions please lmk!