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WAKING UP AFTER WEEKS ON END. Jesus, Dan, what kind of mess are you? Not telling them. Dakota was the one who had to explain and tell them, I knew they were disappointed in me for not being there but I couldn't, I was way too busy to be. It felt as though I needed time for myself, I don't know why but I've been down for a bit, not really feeling myself like I should.
The feeling coming back to me like it was months ago, the no motivation, laziness, no self love. What was up with me? I don't know why but it was like an unknown wave, a tsunami, ready to come crashing over the city at no apparent time.

I looked around my room, trying to find reasons to get up but there was none. I haven't even left the house in almost a week, I know my brother's upset. He finally got me to get outside and then failed, my non-motivated self won, again. I just didn't want to keep partying or having to have a lame life. I don't know why but it felt like I was waiting for something, like my life isn't even complete yet. For years I've been trying to find the reason to that feeling inside but I never found the cure, like it's something that's been right there but I'm too dumb to notice.

I've been calling, talking, and texting the guys. Just something I did as we don't see each other in person anymore, like I said, I didn't want to see anyone and definitely didn't want to go outside.

"Vampire ass! Get yourself out of that disgusting room and get into the living room," I heard my brother say behind the door, knocking on it.

I groaned as I didn't want to go anywhere except be in the comfort of my room, my bed. "No, Get someone else to do it!" I yelled back as I was waiting for him to give up and leave.

"Dan, stop, come on!" I was wrong, he's not even gonna budge. Thanks parents, for giving me a stubborn twin brother.
I groaned once again and got up, opening the door to reveal a dressed up Dakota. "Yes?" I asked as I leaned onto my door frame, clearly getting tired of him already.

"Like I said, go into the living room," He now said quietly, waiting for me to leave.

I sighed and walked out of the room, brushing against his shoulder as I did it on purpose. I made my down the hall, into the living room to be met with the one and only, Tokio Hotel, and the rest of Broken Status. Fuck my life.

I froze, gaining consciousness right after as I examined it a little more. I crossed my arms as I looked behind me, my brother grinning a bit. "What the actual fuck?" I whispered to him as he stood right beside me. Them looking right at us.

"Why? Are they here," I continued to look at everyone except, that guy. "You'll see," he told me as he walked into the living room.

I didn't like this. How my own brother didn't even bother to warn me ahead before they came, at least let me look presentable as everyone one looks dressed up.
I decided to stop this silence as I spoke whatever was on my mind, "I wanna know why you guys are here, in the comfort of my home as no one told me anything," i stood in the middle of living room, waiting for whatever anyone is going to say.