Mission 101

Chapter 8- Regret Lasts Forever

Gina's POV

"Deeks? Are you gonna say something or are you just gonna stand there and look at us like you've been frozen in time?" The creepy, big, muscly man asked, waving his hands around in Marty's face. I think his name was Sam?

"No. Um. It's okay. I'll explain for him. He doesn't even know what happened really." I stated, turning to the people standing around me. I assumed these people were Deeks' friends.

"Yeah. Uhm, Gina? Is he or she around?" Marty asked. I shook my head. "No, Deeks. I'll explain that soon."

"Okay, so what's going on?" The beautiful brunette asked, whilst everyone was staring at us, waiting for an explanation.

"You guys might want to sit down for this." I replied, making them all sit down instantly.

"Okay, so. When Marty was working for LAPD, I was his partner. For about 6 years. At first it was strictly a work relationship, but then we started to fall for each other. We dated for about two years, before we decided to get a house together. We started moving all of our stuff, but one day we got a bit 'distracted'." I stated.

"Uhm okay. We don't need to go into any details there Gina." Deeks interrupted, making his friends laugh. "Definetly no details!" The short pretty girl, answered. I think her name was Nell?

"Right. Sorry." I replied. "You know what? I'll finish it off for her. So, about a week later, Gina found out she was pregnant, isn't that right? Yep. I told her I was going to be there for her and we would work through it together. I told her that no matter what, I would be there to support her and the baby." Deeks added.

"Wait, you got her pregnant?" Callen asked, shocked. "Yep. And then she left me. Yep, that's right! You left! Remember that part? I got home from work and you were gone. No note or anything! I used up all of my favours and resources to try and track you down. Turns out you didn't want to be found. Who does that? Imagine having the love of your life, run away from you, with your baby, not having a clue where they are or even if they are okay. What? Didn't even have the courtesy to tell me?" Deeks yelled at me. "Deeks! Calm down! Back off!" Sam yelled. "Deeks, I'm sorry okay? You wanna know why I left?" I asked. "Well, I've only been wanting to know for let's see.....seven years now?" He yelled back. "I left because I thought you would hate me." I stated, making him stop and a look of confusion crossed his face.

"Why would I hate you? I was in love with you." Deeks replied. The next part was not going to be easy.

"Marty, I had a miscarriage. I lost the baby. You were so excited about being a dad, I thought you would hate me. I'm so sorry, Marty." I replied. I was scared now. He hadn't moved, or spoken in two whole minutes. His friends hadn't said anything either. They just looked completely shocked. I went to move closer to him, but was stopped when he fell straight to the floor. Great! I killed him!

Kensi and Sam ran up to him, stopping him from landing hard on the floor. He passed out. Ohh great! Max went into his bag and pulled out his water bottle out and poured it on Marty's face. "Ohh! That felt so good!" He yelled, laughing.

"Marty? Marty! Are you okay? I'm so sorry, Marty!" I yelled, kneeling down next to him, holding his hand. This is not what I wanted to happen. I've ruined everything. "Kensi?" He asked, opening his eyes. Ohh crap. He loves Kensi now, doesn't he?

I stood up, feeling like my world was falling apart, right in front of my eyes. Even though I left Marty, I never stopped loving him!

"I should go now. I'm sorry Marty. I hope one day, you will be able to forgive me." I stated,turning on my heel running out of the building. Not looking back and ignoring their calls for me to come back. I ran out of the building and into my car, not being able to hold back my tears any longer. Why did I have to do this? I am such an idiot!

I have so much anger building up inside of me now. I should have never left! Why did I have to be such a stupid fool? When Max rang me, I thought Marty was in serious trouble! Turns out he was fine! Fine enough to not say anything once I told him what happened! I started my car up, and went to reverse out of the parking lot, until I saw Marty running up to me. I stopped, and got out of the car, starring at him. "Don't go." He told me. Don't go? Don't go! Seriously? "Why? After all I've done to you, you want me to stay?" I asked, looking at him.

"Just stay. Please. I think it would help us both if we talked about this. Please? Just let me come for a drive. Tell me what you've been up to or something. I just think it would do both of us some good to know what's been happening and why things turned out the way they did. Please?" He begged. "Fine. Get in!" I instructed, getting back into the car and starting up the engine, while Deeks climbed into the passenger seat. I'm not sure if this is a good idea, or a bad idea. I guess we'll find out soon enough.