Fall Into The Beast World: Surviving Through The End

1. I hate life

Waking up drunk from the party last night, my head is throbbing really hard.

"Ughhh stupid me, why do I have to drink so hard, it's not like I'm gonna die tomorrow"

Ah right, it's rovin's fault. That dumbass manager of mine is clinging at me last night, saying that I can't go home without getting drunk. He really is getting on my nerves but as a subordinate, I can't do anything but follow it.

"How did I got home again?"

Ah right! He is supposed to get me home with his car but I throw up at his expensive suit so he got pissed. I think he ordered one of my workmates to get me a cab instead. Serves him right!

Getting up from my disheveled bed, I walk to my bathroom. What time is it? It looks like 2 pm. To make sure the time, I get back to my room to search my phone. Oh there it is!

"2:30 huh, almost on the bat"

Going back to the bathroom, I look at my medium size mirror, I look so ugly. There's a big eye booger at my right eye and I have a dry saliva flowing down from my mouth.

"Yikes gross"

I immediately wash my face with a soap, and immediately dried myself with my face towel. Looking again, I'm actually not that bad. I have a decent face that look ugly in every picture, but look pretty in person. Get it? A not so pretty, but not so ugly face. There's a few pimple scar if you look closely, but meh; who cares. I have a gentle looking face, with a doe eyes and a small sharp nose. I also have a nice set of eye brows that I don't need to fill in, and I have a soft pink plump lips. I would like to continue appreciating myself but ughh! This damn head won't stop aching. Suppressing the pain by pushing my temple, I proceeded to brush my teeth, and then walk to my fridge to salvage any food that I have and find a pain reliever.

Finding my fridge empty with only a cornsoup sachet, my irritation rose quickly at myself. I'm working everyday with additional overtime always, and this is all I have? Then what am I even working for? Where do my money goes when I work so hard? Stupid me! Stupid world! Stupid life! Why do people even have to work? Why do I have to work?!

*sigh~

"I wish that I don't have to work anymore, I wish someone to serve me so I don't have to work and worry anymore!" Even though it's useless, I prayed everyday for this wish to come true.

*sigh~

This is my second time sighing for the day, and it's not even halfway through. This is making my head numb. Anyways, while heating the soup, I found the pain reliever, I quickly gulp the medicine before looking at the expiration, there's still a few weeks before it expires, nice. I really really really love my life. Walking back to the kitchen, I found that the soup is ready. Yes, thank you!

*growl~

"Wow, I didn't even know that I'm so hungry until I heard my belly growl."

Giggling at my stupidity, I quickly unload the soup from the pot into the bowl before walking back to my bed. While eating it, I tried to arrange the things that I have to do for today. First, I have to wash my undies that piles like a mountain. Then I'll go to the laundry shop to have my clothes wash. I mean, why would I go there anyway if it's not to get my clothes wash? Geez I don't know why I am explaining it when I am just talking to myself in my head. Anyways, after that, I'll eat some decent lunch in the convenience store ddownstairs so I could atleast put some pounds. Then lastly, I'll go back to the company to work, finished my task, and get home stress and tired. What a truly productive and happy life I have!
I smiled sarcastically at myself because of my thoughts.