i cant make good friends. My first real friend that i remember, i was so desparte to have a proper best friend i basically stole her from her actual best friend. Then there was mimi and i made basically no other friends until secodary. Then there was Erin but tbh shes not really my best friend anymore, she moved on to people on her bus and other people in our class. And before there was kai but we were only like kinda close and i realise that when i was in my absoulte shitty downfall earlier in the year, i focused on MY feelings and MY feelings only, and ignored the fact i dumped everything on them needing them to be there for me every second. Then they left me for actual decent friends. Then there was Riley but i got sick of actually being a decent human being and doing the bar minium as a friend and helping them deal with their shit and idk they left for better friends who help them. So i can make good friends but i cant keep them bc i aint it. I suck.
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Vent book ( TW )
Ficção GeralSo basically i need to vent alot and i feel super bad venting to people (even with permission) bc i dont wanna dump my problems on others sooo im doing in here. Also just so yall know i dont have any mental health issues or anything im just a dramat...
