Make it stop!

Chapter 7

Trigger warning for self harm and encouraging. (Please seek help if you ever feel like doing it, you are loved)

They had hero training so Bakugo changed, finishing by throwing the sports shirt on top. Kirishima watched Bakugo stretch his neck awkwardly and frowned, what was the blonde going through? Was it that bad that he had to stay quiet?

Mina patted him on the shoulder as encouragement to keep going and they both walked together.

"Let's break some bones, bahahaha." Hysterical laughter in his ears, he winced at the Villain he must be. Aizawa eyed Bakugo and he glared back before he looking away.

"Don't tell me that he's becoming suspicious. Don't fuck it up, dipshit."

"I know." He mumbled to himself.

Aizawa and All might were together and explained thoroughly that today was about practicing scout missions. The class would be paired up and told to search in a particular area until a specific item was found. Simple enough. The pairs were randomly assigned and Bakugo was paired with Jirou, he was honestly glad it wasn't anyone more annoying like Dunce face. They were sent to the west corner of the area where a town was designed and given twenty five minutes to search. Bakugo stretched his back and his neck clicked. "Fuck," he grumbles. Jirou didn't want to be invasive so she didn't mention anything of it.

"I can use my earjacks to hear around for anything that could help."

"Yeah, go on." Bakugo crossed his arms and watched as his partner leant down to hear.

"Look at her." Hand on his shoulder, he could feel it. "So hardworking and a hero, unlike you. She's probably annoyed to be stuck with a pathetic person like you. Do the world a favour--."

"I heard something over there, quick!" Jirou called out and they both ran in the direction. They saw a robot posed as a villain and Bakugo exploded its head off with no problem.

"Bakugo, stop!" Jirou yelled out.

Bakugo turned around with a scowl, "huh?"

"You're not meant to kill them! Now how will we get any clues you dumbass." She yelled, annoyed at the blonde's reckless behaviour.

Way to go idiot.

"Fuck off." He mumbled and looked away, trying to act like he didn't give a shit.

"It's fine just don't kill the next one."

They spent more time searching before finding another robot. Jirou stood in front and called out, having a conversation with the robot. Bakugo was growing impatient by the minute. Standing still made his neck twitch and he needed to keep it together. Could she hurry the fuck up? Taking her time to ask about a stupid object, the robot could have it physically on him.

When he finally had enough of waiting like a dog, Jirou came back. "It's this way follow me."

"And you trust a robot because...?"

"We have no other leads, Bakugo."

"Leave her alone, you're not wanted."
At this point Bakugo reached his limit. "THEN GO FUCKING SEARCH YOURSELF!"

Jirou gasped and glared, ready to pounce back. "WELL I'M SORRY I MADE A DECISION YOU CONTROL FREAK."

Bakugo paused from walking away and turned around. "The fuck did you call me?"

"YOU CONTROL FREAK! JUST FOLLOW ME, IS IT SO HARD? WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO STUCK UP YOUR ASS?"

Bakugo ran towards her, intending to grab Jirou by the collar but it seemed that the commotion was heard nearby as Sero ran between them. "Woah, woah amigos, what is going on?"

Jirou was silent so Bakugo took it upon himself to reply. But he felt a tap on his shoulder.

"You're a Villain, now flee like one will."

"Get the fuck out of my head." Bakugo grunted, wanting some peace to think. Sero was confused and so was Jirou, Shinso wasn't around so it couldn't have been done by him. Why was he acting like that? The blonde ran away from them before they could ask. He went back to the center and saw All might. "All Might!" Bakugo called out, desperate to be noticed. Usually, he wouldn't bother to go for help but he was so beaten down after everything that he just needed someone...

"One second, Bakugo! I have to check on Midoriya." He zooms away.

Bakugo looked down and mumbled "figures". Everyone had priorities so who was he to bother them. He should have sucked it up in the first place. The blonde looked around and was alone, people must still be searching. It wouldn't be long until the groups returned though so he didn't risk it and decided to walk back to the changing rooms. Fuck it, why the hell not? It's not like they'd help him, he would have to be strong in his own way. He threw his other clothes back on and trudged away. Shortly after, he made it to his dorm and closed the door. Finally being able to collapse on his bed and let a few tears out.

"Cut you weak shit. Cut for upsetting Jirou. Cut for bothering."

Bakugo's face planted into his pillow and mumbled loudly, trying to cancel out the chatter at the back of his mind.

"Cut Bakugo."