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"Uh... just put that in here."

I looked down and get Kaior from him. My eyes widened in shock when our faces were only inches away. I was glad he didn't notice me so I looked away quickly.

I walked away from him, about to go up to put Kaior on the bed. But I stopped when he talked. "He is so tired, huh?"

I nodded. "Y-yeah. Ilalagay ko muna siya sa kwarto."

"What's his name?" he asked again, he had so many question!

But Kaior's name was the combination of my name and Kaiden's name. I just had to do it since Kaiden was his father after all. But just like what I said, I don't have plans on telling him.

"Ejiv," I answered Kaior's second name.

"Wow," he chuckled. "What a beautiful name for a cute baby like him."

I bit my lower lip and just continued on walking. I was thinking again na what if, hindi kami naghiwalay? Mapapalaki rin ba namin nang maayos ang anak namin?

I was so glad my parents didn't tell Kaiden about Kaior since he visited here yesterday. Kapag ready na 'ko, ako mismo ang magsasabi sa kaniya. I am surprised he already ignored Kaior's features, he look just like his dad.

I placed my son on the bed and kissed his forehead after. Then, a tear suddenly escaped my eyes as I felt a sting inside me... I felt guilty.

"Sorry, love, mama have no courage to tell your father that you are his son," I whispered, crying. "I-I am afraid. I'm sorry I am such a coward."

I remembered that time when my son told me that he was curious why all his classmates from his school all had a father... and why he doesn't. And that killed the insides of me. Ang sakit lang din isipin na gusto ng anak kong makita ang ama niya, pero wala akong lakas upang ipakita siya sa ama niya.

When I gave birth to him, I promised to my self that I will always be with him, with or without Kaiden. Kaior is my source of strength everytime I had to face each battle, all those battles that almost killed me.

I suffered due to so much depression and trauma. I was thankful my baby was healthy. I almost got crazy, but when I stared at Kaior, para ulit akong nabuhay.

"Airport, please." I told the driver.

"Baby! Open this, please! Open up!" Kaiden kept on begging outside, he was so ready to break the door.

The driver nods at me as he starts on driving. I was holding my chest and looked down, crying. The pain... it's killing me. It feels like I don't wanna live anymore.

"Ito, sir," the diver passes me a handkerchief, napatigil ako roon and smiled at the driver awkwardly.

"Sorry, kuya, naabala pa kita." sabi ko.

"Pwede kang umiyak dito, sir. Hindi rin naman ako mangingialam. Pero kung may sasabihin po kayo, nandito lang ako, sir." he said.

"Salamat, kuya," ngumiti naman ako sa kaniya. I cried again, I let out all the pain I felt inside since kuya already told me to let out every pain that I felt.

My phone suddenly rangs when someone calls. Napatigil ako sa pag-iyak and wiped the tears in my eyes when I noticed that my vision is blurry. I stopped when I saw that it was Kaiden.

I stared at it for a second before turning it off again. I received so many messages from him, I opened it dahil iblo-block ko siya, but I ended up reading all of it.

From: Love

Please, comeback. Baby, I need you.

From: Love

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