My Possessive Enemy (Series #1)

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"Doon ka sa sofa matulog."

I was about to lie down beside him, but I stopped when he told me that. I just bite my lower lip and nodded at him.

It has been two weeks since that happened. And my pregnancy became so hard for me. I even noticed na medyo lumubo na ang tiyan ko, and that is why I am afraid to show it to Kai.

Hindi ko na rin alam kung nasaan ang PT ko. I searched and searched for it pero nakalimutan ko talaga! Matagal ko nang prinoblema iyon. What if siya ang unang makakita noon?

Without any blanket, I just hugged a pillow with me to fight the coldness. I can't turn off the aircon, Kaiden would literally scold me, or worse he'll hurt me.

It was so hard for me to have a morning sickness. Kaiden did not notice it, though. I am glad nga, it is more better if he won't know a thing about me.

But next time, I had to tell him... everything. I wanted to explain this to him. Pero ang tanong, tatanggapin niya ba ako? Ng anak ko? But what if hindi... ano na ang gagawin ko?

There are a lot of things that has been going on in my mind right now. I can't help but to cry again. I just wished na magkakaayos na kami, pero hindi, eh.

Every morning, he leaves dahil may pupuntahan daw. I got evem jealous dahil si Wine ang pupuntahan niya. I even started to over think about it. What if... sila na ni Wine? Paano na ako?

Zior! Stop it, please. Calm down, self, calm down. I always comfort my self in order to take a good night sleep, or makakatulog na lamang ako kakaiyak.

How can I make my child healthy if all I can feel everyday and every night is all pain? How can my child survive inside me if I can't be healthy?

Just for once, self, please be strong. You have your self, that's all you got. Be independent, be a gay of your own, and be a mother of your own.

When morning came, I quickly went to the sink to vomit again. Nahihirapan na talaga ako sa morning sickness ko. I washed my face again and a tear came out from my eye.

"Baby naman... 'wag mong pahirapan si mama, oh," I cried.

"Zior." Napaigtad ako nang may tumawag sa akin. It was Kaiden! I was holding my chest, nagugulat ako.

"Kaiden naman," I glared at him, but it faded quickly when he was just staring at me in empty. Iniisip ko pa naman na mag peace sign siya at yayakapin ako.

"What, you have the rights now to glare at me? After what you did, Zior?" He raised a brow.

I looked directly into his eyes. A tear came out from my eyes again. "Hindi mo na talaga ako papaniwalaan?" My voice broke. "Wala ngang nangyari, eh-"

"I saw you kissing, stop lying. Baka nga may mas malala pa kayong ginawa kaysa sa doon-"

"Stop, please!" I begged. Napaluhod ako sa sahig kakaiyak. I felt everything... everything about sadness. "S-sabi mo... mahal mo ako."

"Yes, I did!" He yelled. "And seeing you kissing with Raike broke me, Zior! Kung alam mo lang... kung alam mo lang gaano ako nasasaktan doon!"

He was yelling in pain but he didn't cry, para ngang wala na sa kaniya lahat ng 'yon. He did no show any affection and pain anymore. All he is letting out this time was... nothing, nothing at all.