wolfstar black family reunion

prank aftermath

1st may 1972

Sirus pov

9am.

I woke up and saw everyone was gone, it was a few days after I did that awful prank on snape. I was having a hard day after my parents found out about me and remus. I was upset since some one told them which led me to distance myself myself from remus and the others.

When it happened I couldn't look him in the eyes knowing I betrayed him. James found the out the truth and told him, he has tried talking to me which I just ignored him. I got ready to head to hogsmade so I can avoid everyone as much as possible. It was a Saturday so I can enjoy the day out, once I was done I grabbed my art supplies and headed to the great hall to eat.

When I walked in I saw remus and the others eating, I grabbed a slice of toast and left the great hall. Sirus is everything ok between you and remus bella said, yeah I just don't want to talk to them right now I said. Bella and reg have been speaking to me after I started to distance myself from remus and its made our parents mad.

What happened to your arm since you got a bandage on reg asked. I accidentally cut myself a few days ago I said, should we let remus know about this bella said. No it's fine don't worry about this, I'm going to go now I'll see you later I said. Ok have fun don't hurt yourself reg said, I soon left and headed to the train station.

I really didn't want remus to know I was back to self harming again. He made me promise a few years ago I wouldn't do it and I broke it. It was a stupid decision I made when my emotions were out of control.

12pm.

I was on the hills enjoying the fresh air and peace, I saw alot of fights happening between the older consumers. I did so much of the art work that I forgot the time, I tried my hardest to forgive myself but I just can't.

I grabbed my lunch from my bag and started eating, the food was from a cafe that was behind hogsmade. I been there before without the professors, it was dangerous since it has a game arena. I have never seen anyone from school go there, I know they haven't heard that place before.

I know the owner of the cafe because I grew up with her son. She was happy to see me for the first time in a long time, my mother used to best friends. But they had a fight which led to them now longer talking, I saw how bad that fight left her. I thought I saw mcgoncall and James going into the shops, which was weird since she hasn't been here for a while.

I saw remus and dumbledore in hogsmade with Peter and lily. I hid behind the tree I was sat, he's not in the shops here mcgoncall said. I can't see him on the hills peter said, I hope he didn't self harm again because of his emotions james said. All we can do is find him because he isn't himself again lily said.

Can you blame him after what snape did and that awful prank he did remus said. I crawled down the hill so they wouldn't see me, it's a good thing regulas told me he had a bandage on his arm remus said. This was bad since he knows I'm a bad lyer and I hope he didn't tell him what I did a few years ago.

Let's see if he ended up back at school dumbledore said. I wanted to hide and hope they wouldn't find me, I know this is all caused because my parents are here and seeing them made my feelings all over the place. I can't even open up to remus anymore because I'm scared and I hate I'm back to who I was In my first year.

3pm.

I headed to the forest by the hills, there was alot of inspiration here. I hadn't heard from them in a long time or even found me, I was enjoying the quiet since I think everyone has left hogsmade or being quiet for the first time. I looked up and saw the birds flying away, it made me wonder if there was a place to fly away to.