Confidante

Angels like you

As we went home, I didn't have the energy to carry stuff. My sister and Sun offered some help to carry my things. As soon as we went in, I saw you stood up but my eyes and body wanted to go to bed. I just heard the whispering as I try to fix my position to sleep I heard

"We'll bring her back. We will help her."

today's been a fucking roller coaster for me, tears won't stop flowing I cried again to sleep.

~~You're my sunshine, you're my rain//You're all I've lost, yet all I've gained~~

2:34am

I woke up from a nightmare. I just can't breathe...again, my tears won't stop flowing. The therapist said I may have some relapse. I guess this must be it. I just kept on crying, as I try not to disturb you while having a peaceful sleep. I just looked at the moon, "Dad, please soothe this pain away" as I curled myself for comfort...but a few minutes later I felt the warmth , it's like a reflex but I did face you and buried my face into your shoulder. I just let it all out. No words needed, you were just here like it's supposed to be.

I didn't know when did I stop crying while I was entrapped by your embrace but I felt the comfort then I dozed off..

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~~If I must tell the truth~~

One of my last assignment from my therapist,

Is to open up to someone who I know that accepts me for who I am.

I've been selecting who I'm going to open up, I was staring at the ceiling.

There's one person who really came into my mind, then.

But the question is will you accept my invitation?

I plan to do something for you as an appreciation cause you never left me since I was back,

What did I do to deserve an angel like you at my side?